East
Everything may have slowly been going back to normal for everyone else around me. But that wasn't the case on my end. Killing them niggas for what they did to Mitch and Nari was only half of the get back. To make it whole I needed this nigga Big Tuck dead too, he was the demise of every bad thing that happened in my life. From him killing my father, to getting my mother strung out on drugs causing her to lose her life and even hiring those niggas to kill Mitch then wrapping me up in his sick ass minds games making me catch my first body which led to my little cousin losing her life too. That nigga had to fall and I had to be the one to do it.
I've been using every major connection and source I had and yet nobody could find this nigga. It was like he literally disappeared off the face of the earth. I already let my guard down by being with Kai, and putting her at risk to the bullshit I had going on was something that troubled me everyday.
I meant what I said when I told her I wanted us to start a family but truth is just not right now. That's one of the main reason why I never really pressured her to have sex , because my goal from the moment I found out that she was back in New York was to lock her down and put my baby in her. But that's on hold until I handle this nigga Tuck.
It's been awhile since I've visited Mitch and I felt like I needed to kick it with my brother for a minute and let him know about everything that was going on.
I hopped on the freeway and headed straight to the cemetery. I was able to pull some strings and get Nari buried 2 plots down from Mitch, now her my brother and my mother were all buried on the same row.
It took me about 20 minutes to reach the cemetery and once I did I drove down the road to where they were all located. I was surprised when I pulled up and saw capo standing out there alone. Parking my car I cut off my engine got out and walked over to Naris grave where he was standing .
I guess we on the same type of time today.
Yea, I've came here everyday since we buried her, hoping each time it'll get a little easier but it doesn't. I miss the fuck out of her East.
I do too my nigga, she was more than just a little cousin, she was like the sister I never had. Growing up under the same roof made us even closer. I feel like these last few years got away from us though. I was so wrapped up in dealing with my own demons that I lost that bond we once had, at times I even felt like she hated me.
She ain't hate you, she just hated the person you became, she use to always tell me stories about y'all. You were basically her protector, you never let any harm come to her or you never let anybody play with her.
Yea, but the one time she needed me to protect her the most I failed. Now look where that got her.
We can't even look at it like that, I keep telling myself that everything happens for a reason. I don't know what the reason is but I know that it is one. I found this in her night stand last night.
I watched capo as he went in his coat pocket and pulled something out then handed it to me.
Looking at it made a nigga heart hurt, not only for Nari but for Capo as well.
Damn she was pregnant?
Yea, I'm guessing she was gone surprise me with it because she had it in a box with a bow on it. She was carrying my seed and now they both gone.
I didn't even know the right words to say to him so we both just stood there in silence.
Ay East, we gotta find this nigga Tuck and kill him.
I'm already on it. I don't plan on letting up until I get his whereabouts and put a bullet in his head.
That's all I needed to hear. Once we do that I'm out.
