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I woke up, scars on my face, I had bruises and black eyes and my room was bad. It's bad even still living with my parents. My room was so empty. Just a TV, mattress, PS4 and my favourite thing,my 8bit gaming posters. I went in my closet and put on black ripped jeans And a 8bit gaming shirt and razzbowski hoodie. Yay today is vidcon day! I can't wait to go!!!! "Y/N, your not going." What dad?!?!?! I payed £40 to go!!! "Your not going that's it!!!" He stabs me in my leg and I feel guilt. Fuck, I'm the worst kid ever. "Yeah! Now go to the fucking store! I need cigarettes." I put my shoes on and once they walked to their room I put tan on and I run out of the apartment. I ran to vidcon and blocked my parents. I felt a tracking device on me and took it off and looked everywhere until I saw 8br. "Hey uhm, do you know where A1 stage is?" Yeah actually down that hall 8 bit Ryan- I mean sir. "Wait, do you know me? I could tell by your hoodie and shirt. Sorry I'm even looking there" it's ok! I'm actually going to A1 to watch a show of you dawko razzbowski dagames and bazamalam! "I know this is crazy but, wanna come backstage? I can get you a pass! Do you?" Sure!!! Let's go I guess! We ran to the back and I was amazed once I saw Dan and Phil and DanTDM, Markiplier, jse and game grumps playing smash Bros. "Hey guys! My friend" Y/N. "Y/N! I brought her backstage with me!" Hey! It is an honour to meet you all!!!! "Nice! You cann call us all by our real names I'd you know them! We all played together while the others were on stage. "Mark how could you! We're besties!" "Sorry Sean! I've gotta win! When it turned 6pm the show stopped and we all went to hangout at the café next door. "Should we all go to an arcade soon? Fair? Theatre?" I'm up for anything I guess! "Sure we've gotta do some fun stuff after signing stuff and talking to hosts!" "Yea Lewis! The only thing great is meeting fans!" "I'm pretty tired, anyone want a ride back to theirs?" "Me,it's been a Hella day" "right with you there Rhys and will, loki can't be by himself ya know for more then a day" "me too, I've got the house to myself and chica that Amy's away." Everyone was agreeing to go back to their place but not me or Ryan. "Y,/N do you wanna ride from me?" I'm scared Ryan, my mom and dad are gonna kill me."while the others were going to their cars and mark, Lewis will and baz were getting a ride from Rhys me and Ryan talked. "So why don't you wanna go? You don't have to tell me by the way." Well I live on a bad side of a street, there's loads of drugs dealers, pedophiles the drunks and all that bullshit..."really!?!?! Why can't you just move out?!?!" Everyday I get a tracking device on me, If I go to a house my parents know or shops for their crap they know I'm being good but just when I'm not going to those places you don't wanna know what happens. "What!?!?! That's harsh bro! Come to mine! If you want to though..." Of course! I'm not going to that dump! Thanks! "Now c'mon! I've got stuff we can do" we walked to his car and drove off. When we got to his Max was already cuddling up to me. We played video game for hours until he was motion sick. "Fuck,maybe I need to get use to motion sickness since I'm a gamer" haha, it's nearly 12 am so do you wanna go to bed or get more motion sick 😂😂😂 "probably sleep 😂😂, you wanna come to bed with me or sleep down here? Max usually comes down in the night to piss or shit, it smells really bad y'know" it's come up ☺️. "C'mon then!" He grabbed my hand and pulled me to his room. "Go have a shower if you want before I go in." Ok...I go in the shower and all my tan comes off. When I got out of the shower I got petrified and nearly had a heart attack. Shit...what will he think. I mean he already knows but he's gonna kill me. When i pit on some clothes. I even forgot I had a scar on my face. "Hey Y-Y/N what happened!!!!is it...them." yeah, my everyday punishment. "Aww, do you put...tan on every...day?" Yea, the skin was a lie. "Shit. I'm gonna fucking kill them if they make you like that again." Thanks Ryan, your the best. After his shower we watched a movie and fell asleep.