DISCLAIMER: I do not own any of these characters, this is based off the show 'Brooklyn 99' i do not own the show but this is my story. :)
From Amy's POV
I walked into the break room to get some coffee, and found Jake sitting at a table looking blank, "hey Jake whats wrong" I asked. He raised his head up slightly, i assume startled by my sudden appearance in the room. He completely disregarded the question until I asked again, he finally answered "Um nothings wrong per say, I..... broke up with Sofia and well i feel like i should be upset but i'm not. I mean i liked her a lot but i don't know man i just feel like i can move on now."
I guess he expected me to be supportive and try to be comforting, not cuz he thought i should but because thats how I was with him. I would take any opportunity to make him feel better, I wanted to be kind and gentle, I wanted so badly to make him feel better. But I was different thing time I just said "mmm that sucks i'm sorry" and left the room. That was the weirdest thing for me, i don't know why i did it, i just didn't think Sofia deserved him to begin with and i couldn't try to comfort him over someone i didn't like"
He stopped me as I tried to leave the room "Okay what the hell is wrong with you". I looked at him shocked at his anger, even though i knew what he meant but i pretended to not know. "what are you talking about Jake you're being weird" I said shrugging his arm off my shoulder, I got maybe more upset than i should've as he yelled at me "you know what i'm talking about, you seem happy that i'm upset, you hated Sofia and i get that but you could at least comfort me like you usually do."
I wasn't happy with this, "you know what Jake, first off i am not your therapist i don't have to do shit to help you, and second i have no problem with Sofia, i'm tired and i didn't think you wanted my help seeing as you didn't care about what i had to say before." That really ticked him off, but i knew he cared, how could i not, he's the only one who listens to everything i say, but he got pissed at me and yelled. "seriously, you think i don't care what you think? The only reason i wouldn't is because you hated Sofia and i actually cared about her so don't tell me I don't care."
I didn't talk for a minute I just stared at him, I felt like i was gonna cry but i finally calmed myself down and told him "I get what you mean Jake okay but I. Dont. Have. A. Problem. With. Sofia. ok?"
I'm was a really good liar but i know he can read me, and he could tell i wanted to leave because I didn't want to cry in front of him, I should've just left but, I couldn't i wanted to hear what he would say, he looked so upset and then he just let it all out. "That's bullshit and you know it Amy, don't try to lie to me I know how you feel about Sofia. I know everything about you, okay i've known you for 8 damn years Santiago, i can tell how you're feeling. I can tell when you're sad, I can tell when you're mad and I can tell when you're happy.I know why you weren't upset about Teddy, I know that you fake being strong so people won't hurt you but you don't need to fake it. "
At this point i don't know what happening, he looks like he's gonna cry and he's breathing so heavy he looks like he's gonna pass out. He kept going though, "I know that you do that cute little thing where you tuck your hair behind both ears because you're talking to someone you like. and it kills when i'm talking to you and you don't do that, it kills me when i see you with other guys. whenever i see you my stomach is twisted and i feel like all i wanna do is just rip you up from your desk and kiss you like it's the end of the fucking world, you ask why i'm being like this it's because i love you Ames and you being mad about Sofia just makes me love you more but it makes me believe that you could maybe feel the same. I don't know if you just hate Sofia or you actually like me but I know you care.. I just need to know because right now I feel like I'm about to have a heart attack."
My mind went blank, i was not prepared for that, but i wanted to tell him everything, i wanted to tell him that i loved him, that i needed him, that i just wanted to be with him. But for some reason my mind wouldn't let me, i just had my mind spinning and in that moment i just grabbed him and kissed him as hard as possible, i didn't wanna let go. He pulled me tighter until i couldn't move, it felt like the whole world had disappeared and it was just me and him.
I finally pulled away when i couldn't breathe anymore, i looked up at him in disbelief "I love you too, I'm sorry i was being rude i just didn't wanna think about you having feelings for someone else." He looked at me confused, he ran his hand across my check moving my hair and whispered in my ear, " you are the most perfect person ever, i love you so much" and kissed my cheek.
There was so much more i wanted to say but Charles walked in and immediately fainted so we had to go.
