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dear diary:my mom said it would be good if i start a diary she says that it would help me but i kinda wanna start this because theres a lot of stuff people dont know about me im the kid thats straight funny nice and loves everything but really im gay..my mom dosent know...god if she knew she would kill me she hates gays but i love girls and i have a girlfriend her name is destiny i love her a lot..i am kinda funny but nice ha that word i dont even know what it means i mean i could be nice but only when i feel like it and i dont love everything just my girlfriend my bestfriend and animals...now today after school today i was walking home with my friend i made mistakes before and today was a mistake i went to a party now because i have such a good repataion it was a surprise for me to go to a party and end up in the police sation at the end and your probably wondering who got me out for me to be typing all of this..welll ill just say i have a really cool dad he came to the station happy actully he said finally i was becoming bad im always bad tho he just dosnt know..sometimes i want to tell him everthing but i cant obvisly i love him more than my mom but who wouldnt....any ways i have a hard knock life im a foster kid that leaves in a foster home with like fucking 8 kids its not so bad like annie tho is kinda nice if i didnt have a pirviert brother all 8 kids are jack nick papi zack me maddie jana kayla..if we didnt have to all get together i wouldnt be complaning but whatever i dont even know how to end this i guess i should say bye i dont know i need yall help with this i guess ummm bye guys ------------------------------------------------------------- hey people this was my first book welllkinda if its not so good now please just give me some time to get use to it but ya i hope u guys liked it and ill update yall later bye:]