It was a normal day, you had just gotten out of bed and had gotten changed. "Another miserable day." You thought while sighing. "Hey! Mikasa get out of bed!" You yelled at her. "Ugh..what time is it Y/N..?" Mikasa said tiredly. "It's 6:48 a.m Mikasa.." you said. She quickly got out of bed and got ready. You laughed. "Your the person I would least expect to wake up late Mikasa!" You said while laughing. "Oh shut up Y/N!" Said Mikasa.
Then you heard a knock on the door. "Oi, brats! It's time for training!" You heard a voice yell at you. "Sorry sir!" Said Mikasa. Just then you quickly opened the door and ran out. "Close the door Y/N!" Said Mikasa. "Ughhh fine!" You said and went back to close the door.
You quickly ran on to the field. "What took you both so long??" Asked Jean. "Mikasa woke up late." You groaned. "Sureee Y/N." Said Eren. You glared at him. Just then you heard footsteps. "Hm?" You said and turned around to see who it was. "Oi brats, gear up. We're going on a mission." Said Captain Levi.
You all geared up and got on your horses. The mission for this month was to find a location to build a base outside the walls. You were excited to go on a mission for the first time. The gate opened and you all rode out on your horses. You and your friends were in squad Levi. Everyone else didn't seem as cheerful though, you wondered what had happened in the past, but you didn't question anything.
"2m coming this way!!" Someone yelled. You looked at it but continued, because you weren't on the squad to eliminate the titans. You were a little nervous about the whole thing but you kept yourself in order. Once you reached the forest you were told to switch to odm gear. You were lucky that you were surprisingly good with the odm gear. Your sibling had taught you a trick with the odm gear to get through the trees easier when you were younger.
You used the special flip that your sibling taught you. When you used it everyone looked shocked. "Is something wrong?" You asked. No one responded, you felt a little sad about it, "were they mad at you?" You thought. You stopped thinking about it for now because it wouldn't do any good if you got distracted.
You focused on the mission. You were worried that you had did something wrong... but you needed to focus. You eventually forgot about it. Once you reached a certain location you wrote down the coordinates for it and got back on your horse.
You were silent the entire way back, and no one really seemed to care.."they cared before but...why didn't they care now..?" You were so confused about it. When you got back to the base you tried talking to your friends but,they were all just ignoring you... "did I do something wrong..?" You asked. They all just walked away. "What did I do wrong..? Please tell me what I did..?" You asked They all stared at you and then walked away. "What did I do..." you mumbled as they walked away. Your face turned red as you walked away...
Once you got to your room you started to cry. "What did I...do...wrong..?" You mumbled in between sobs. You just layed in bed, crying. Eventually you just cried yourself to sleep. When you woke up the next morning you noticed your pillow was visibly soaked in tears. You took a quick shower and got ready. You went and sat down with your friends, they were all talking. And when you sat down you said "hi guys..!" You said In a forced cheerful voice. They all ignored you and continued talking.
"Can you please tell me what I did wrong..?" In a forced voice. "Well Y/N-" said Jean, Connie cut him off. "Let them figure it out themselves Jean." Said Connie. "What..?" You said. "But-" said Jean as Connie cut him off. "But..-" you said as Connie cut you off. "Just..Go away Y/N!!" He yelled at you. You sat there shocked for a minute. You tried to speak but you couldn't. You were about to cry so you got up and left.
Once you got into your room and closed the door behind you, you slid down the door and just slumped down and started to cry. "But..what did I..do wrong.?." You said in between sobs. Then you heard a knock "Hm..?" You said. "Hey-" said Jean but got cut off. "Jean, let them figure it out themselves..!! They know what they did!!!" He yelled at Jean. You heard Jean sigh and walk away. "Connie..what did I-" you said but Connie cut you off. "Y/N..!! Just..! Just disappear!!!" He yelled at you through the door.
"But..-" You said, "just disappear Y/N!!! No one likes you..!" He said and then stormed off. You just sat there, shocked at what he said. You started to cry even more. You didn't know what to do at that point, so you just cried even more. "But..." you mumbled while sobbing. You decided to spend the rest of breakfast time in your room. Once you had finally stopped crying you washed your face to make it appear less red, and left your room.
You were studying the coordinates and just thinking of the quickest way to get there. "Hey Y/N?" Said a familiar voice. "Hm?" You said and turned around. It was Mikasa. "Oh..looks like I'm finally not being ignored now..?" You said. "Listen..I'm sorry about Connie..." she said. "You didn't do anything wrong, it's just that move you did with the odm gear..? Where did you learn that..?" "Oh, my sibling taught me it when I was younger." You said. "What..was there name..?" Mikasa asked. "Oh there name was L/N Though they died recently.." you said. Mikasa looked shocked. "Well we knew L/N.." "oh, really??" You said. "And Connie was really close to L/N...that's why he was so mad.."
"Mikasa!!" Yelled Connie "Hm?" She said. "Why are you talking to them!?" He yelled. "Because they seemed lonely.." said Mikasa. "Leave them alone!! They deserve to be alone!!" He yelled. "Wha-" you said but then he cut you off. "Shut up Y/N!!" He yelled. "What did I-" Connie cut you off again. "I said shut up!!!" He yelled and then slapped you.
You looked at him in utter shock. Mikasa also looked shocked. "Connie!!" Mikasa yelled at him. Just then Captain Levi walked in. "What's going on?" Captain Levi said annoyed. "Connie just slapped Y/N!!" Mikasa yelled. "Yea because they wouldn't shut up!!" Connie yelled. "They literally didn't say anything!!" Mikasa yelled at him. You were just sitting there shocked. You didn't say anything but you just got up and left. "Wait Y/N!" Yelled Mikasa. "Please just be quiet." You said and walked off. You went into your room and just closed the door. You sighed and sat down. "What did I do..?" You mumbled almost crying.
