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𝚉𝚞𝚛𝚒 𝙸'𝚊𝚗𝚒 𝚜𝚒𝚛
𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗴𝗼 𝗯𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝘁𝗼 𝗻𝗼 𝗽𝗮𝗶𝗻...
Making my last cut I covered them up and put on my hoodie
Walking into the kitchen I made an ice coffee and sat on my couch staring into space
My phone dinged and I seen a text message from Giovanni
𝗚𝗶𝗼𝘃𝗮𝗻𝗻𝗶.
Hey lil sis
Hey vani .
you okay?
Yeah, you?
Yeah, me and gang are going to stop by is that okay?
Yeah it's fine.
Zuri needed a distraction from Amira's birthday she didn't want to be down all day because Mira wouldn't want her to
Turning the tv on I turned to criminal minds I loved the show more than anything
Falling asleep on the couch i was awoken by knocking on my front door
"Who is it" i asked
"Me and the gang" i heard vanni say
Opening the door i allowed them all to come in before closing my door and resuming my tv show
"Hey y'all" i spoke
"Hey lil sis, hey boo, hey love, hey Zuri" the group said
"Y'all let's go to the mall" Janai said
I quickly learned that Janai was the more out going one of the group along with Muni
"I'm going to go slip something on" I said walking upstairs
Skipping on a white crop top and some blue Jean shorts with my white Birkenstocks I fixed my edges and grabbed my keys and purse before walking down stairs
"Okay I'm ready I'll meet y'all there" I said before walking out the door
Getting in my car I heard the passenger door open seeing Zy'meer get in
He was really quite today
"You okay" I asked concerned
He just nodded his head and mumbled yeah
"You're not but we'll talk after I come from where I'm going"I said
He nodded his head
Pulling up to the grave yard I took a deep breath before getting out my car
I mumbled a quick "I'll be back" to Zy'meer before proceeding to walk to my best friends grave
"Hi bestie it's your 19th" I spoke with a small smile " I miss you a lot life isn't the same without you I can't do this I try pushing and pushing but I'm ready to give up" I cried
"No you're not, you can't" I heard
"Mir- Mira is that you" I asked
"Yes it's me baby" she said appearing beside me
Not being able to hold it in anymore I burst into tears
Amira wrapped her arms around me telling me that everything will be okay
" me and Mari are still here baby not physically but always mentally we're forever in your heart" she said placing a kiss on my forehead
" I have to go now but I love you forever and always I'ani never forget that" she said before disappearing
" I love you too" I mumbled
After she left I got up walking back to my car seeing Zy'meer staring off
"Meer" I spoke "hmm" he replied "What's going on talk to me" I said " nothing frfr I'm just tired" he shrugged "Are you sure" I said a little skeptical " for sure" he nodded his head "Okay, I'm going to go get us brown sugar boba and golden toast then we'll go home and take a nap" "Okay sound good" he said laying back in his seat
Driving to the spot desert bar I picked up our boba and golden toast before driving home
"Meer come on we're at my house" I tapped him softly waking him up
Getting out the car we walked up to my door walking in the house we took off our shoes
"Do you want your boba and toast now or later? I asked
"I'll take it now" he said sitting in the couch while I passed it to him
I sat down beside him turning on Brent drinking my boba I looked at Meer to me Meer was really cute he was brown skin with full curly hair he had what some would call "baby/toddler" eyes with full lips his face consisted of a few face tattoos he had a small beard and mustache with tattoos on his neck and arms he stood 6'2 and had style which I loved
"Zuri" Meer called me
"Yes love" I looked up at him
"Can we go take a nap" he said looking at me with his low eyes
"Yeah come on" I said turning off the gc and throwing away our trash
I held my hand out for him to grab it and he did We walked upstairs to my bedroom
"Take your pants and shirt off"I told him while getting in my bed
He nodded his head doing so before laying down in the bed
He layed on my stomach and I rubbed his scalp allowing him to fall fast asleep
My phone dinged making me grab it
𝗚𝗶𝗼𝘃𝗮𝗻𝗻𝗶.
Lil sis where y'all at?
Honestly we forgot and I brung the Meer to my house to get some sleep
Thank you lil sis cause he ain't been sleeping but I love you y'all stay safe
Np, I love you too vanni!
Putting my phone down I allowed my eyelids to close seeing darkness I fell fast asleep.
