Crystal Point Of View:
"Baby, where you goin'?" I asked Roc as I lay naked in our bed.
"Trap. You tryna' go?" He asked fixing his Rolex watch.
Shit, the way he put it down, I don't wanna go anywhere.
"Nah baby I'm good," I said helping him with his chain.
Roc pulled me to him and put his hands on my hips firmly, staring into my eyes.
"You know I love you Crystal?" Roc asked, rubbing small circles into my neck.
"Yes, I know." I grabbed his butt,"Now go make that money!" I yelled twerking on him.
"Aye, don't do thet gay shit no more! Now gimme a kiss 'fore I leave," Roc pulled me into a bear hug, kissing me deeply.
I laughed, and layed back on the bed. That boy doesn't realize how much I love him.
The day we met was on my 16th birthday, he was 19 then. I was having a sleepover with my friends Shay and E'Mani.
Flashback:
"Sweetie, we'll be back in the morning. Caleb should be here in a little while," My mother said, pulling me into a hug.
"But ma! I'm 16, I don't need my brother to look afta' me!" I sighed.
"He's only going to be here to check in," My pop said.
I watched as they walked out the door.
When Caleb came, he brought his friend, Roc, and we all got high together.
I remember waking up to someone shaking me.
"What?" I groaned into my pillow.
"Aye, come wit me somewhere real fast, shawty," Roc whispered in my ear.
I got up and slid on my Jimmy Choo sandals. We walked hand in hand through the livingroom, only to see Caleb and E'Mani laid up together.
I smirked, I knew that bitch was feeling some type of way about him.
Roc took me to his place that night and gave me something to remember.
Flashback Over:
The crazy thing about it is, E'Mani and Caleb are still together.
And I had gotten pregnant that night on my 16th birthday. I asked Shay what I should do, and she told me to abort it.
And that's what I did.
I was so young and alone. I was thinking about myself than the baby. And if my child hates me, I don't blame it.
A tear slid down my caramel face, as I cried myself to sleep.
(Crystal and Roc in MM)
I Know It's Not Good Right Now But It'll Get Better. This Was Just To Introduce Everyone.
