thantophobia: the fear of losing someone you love <3
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jean aot short story
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it's been a while since i've seen jean. but it's understandable since he's a scout. i still receive letters from him and he should be visiting soon.
*knock knock*
"coming!" i make my way to the door to see the mailman.
"here you go miss. two letters for you." TWO?! what happened? did something go wrong?? is he okay?
"thank you! have a nice day." i wave goodbye and close the door. i walk over to the couch to open the letters.
'Dearest y/n, There isn't a lot to say but you always use less words for the people you love the most. there are dangerous missions out here but i will be sure to make it back safely just to come back to you. i miss you very much and i hope to see you soon my love. from Kirstein'
i almost tear up at the letter, remembering he'll be here soon and i get to hold him again. thank god that the second letter is a flyer about the scouts and recruitment.
after a while, i cleaned up the house to make it look comfortable and went to the common area to grab food. that's when i heard people cheering.
"the scouts are here!!" NOW?!? i run along with the others in search for jean but couldn't see him over the crowd. i waited it out at home knowing he will come here if i wasn't there.
*knock knock*
i stand up and walk over to the door. i open the door and see jean standing tall. i look at him in awe.
"Y/N!! oh god i missed you so much." he lifted me up and placed kisses on my face. it gets to the point where he starts crying and whispering i love you's and i miss you over and over.
i pull away to check if he's real for a second. i pinch his cheeks,
"i'm real baby, don't worry."
i pull his hair
"okay you're really into this. oww"
i take a look at his fingers to see if his burn is there. "you're here." i start crying. sobbing some may call it.
"i hope these are tears of joy, haha." he scoffs.
"why are you laughing?" still in tears of disbelief and pure content.
"did you think i would die?"
"yes." i answer a bit too quick.
"i would never do that to you, you know that right?" i nod as he pets my hair. "how i missed you."
he admired me as if it was the last time. in his defense, in this world you couldn't be so sure.
