Sacrifice is also Love

Sacrifice is also Love(One shot)

"I love you but you will never be mine...but still I love you."

Author's POV: This is a story of Y/N,a simple girl,who have a pure heart, innocent... but some times love is too crule for some precious souls.

Y/N's POV:It was launch time, today I was going to propose him, after a long time,"I love him too much", I said to my bestie, I was afraid to lost him, what if he didn't accept my proposal & hated me.
I was going through too much contradiction, what I should do or what shouldn't, but I couldn't control my feelings anymore, so I decided to confess to him.

Oh I forgot to tell you about him,my love story...one sided still now, I didn't know his feelings so...

It started when I was 18, I saw him for the first time,1st day of my college...
~Flashback 2year ago~
"Jeon Jungkook" professor called him,"Jungkook"I thought in my mind,he was cute, handsome, but the main thing that attracted me was his eyes,I losted my heart toward it,day by day my feelings were growing, after some months I realised it was love,my best friend told me to confess, but I was afraid,his smile,his bunny teeth& nose,his voice... everything were making me crazy, Maybe he didn't know about me or maybe he knew, but my feelings was not weak I could atleast say it.
He didn't talk too much,I never tried to talk to him too because I was introvert so it was hard, what if I made him feel uncomfortable, but then that day came
"Y/N you are doing project with Jungkook",our professor told me making me shock & happy, but I was nervous too.
I was writing something then"Hey,Y/N",Jungkook called me,I startled because of his voice,my cheeks were burning by sudden feelings, nervousness, happiness,my feelings were mixed,"Ye-yeah"I was stuttering, I wanted to kill me for stuttering,"Hello J-Jungkook", I said "Hello" he said and gave me a sweet smile, that was enough to kill me.
~End of flashback~

From that day we used to talk to each other, but I never let him knew that I love him.It was hard but I made it & now I didn't want to continue my feelings like this,I wanted a conclusion ... whatever it would be bad or good.

Author's POV: After launch they came to their class,it was English literature class,
Y/N decided to confess after this class as it was their last class.

Y/N's POV: I was too much nervous because after this class I decided to confess."It will be okay Y/N", my bestie comfort me but it was not working in that situation.
The bell rang & the class ended,I stand up, take all my courage & called him."Jungkook..."my voice was trembling due to nervousness.

Author's POV:Y/N called him,he was talking to his friends,"yeah,Y/N","I-I have something to say",Y/N said,"Okay tell me"he replied.

Y/N's POV: "Not here...please come to one corner"I told him to went to another side of the class as there were still some students were present.
"Okay, now tell me"Jungkook asked me.

I took a deep breath and"Jungkook...I LOVE YOU"I said him in a speed of light & I closed my eyes,my face was hanging low, the place was filled with silence,my heart was beating first, I opened my eyes but I hadn't courage to look at him so I was looking at down,as a fear of losing him started to working on me. At last he opened his mouth to say something.

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ungkook's POV: I was really shocked at that moment,Y/N love me!I didn't know what to do now, but I had to say...

Author's POV:"Y/N..." Jungkook called her but she was still looking at the floor with teary eyes."Y/N, I'm sorry but I can't accept it"Jungkook said.

Jungkook's POV:"You know what Y/N ? you are the only girl in our college whom I really think best one of my best friends, but I never see you in another way, maybe if I meet you before I could definitely fall for you...but-",Y/N cut me off...

Y/N's POV:My biggest fear is now my reality,my heart broke into millions,he was explaining but I cut him off in the middle"It's okay Jungkook...I ju-just... it's a little crush don't worry, I can understand"My heart was broken,my eyes were reded and teary,my voice was shaking...I was feeling weak,I wanted to disappear infront of him, maybe our friendship was gonna end today because of my mistake.

Jungkook's POV:Her eyes were red, she was trying to control her tears,I was feeling guilty... why was it happen with me,she was my good friend but..."Y/N... sorry,I know you are sad but believe me if I was not in relationship maybe I would fall for you"She looked at me shockingly,"You have a girlfriend?"She asked me in low voice,I shoke my head as yes, yeah I have a girlfriend, but I never told it to anyone of my college friends,we were in relationship when we were in school.

Y/N's POV: He had a girlfriend!he didn't tell me about it, maybe no-one knew it.I wanted to go home,I turn out about to go when he said"Y/N, you are most precious girl in my life, I don't want to lost you...I know I'm being selfish but, please don't be upset, you don't deserve me, you deserve someone who will keep you happy, not me... Sorry..."he hanged his head low.I didn't tell anything and went out from there.

I reached at my house, I locked my room and started crying as I was keep controlling my emotions."Jungkook... why didn't you say any harsh words to me! You broke me but you didn't broke me...WHY!?"I started to cry loudly...I wanted to forget him, but how when he still care about me...I just wanted him to be happy,I couldn't be selfish...I don't know I'll ever able to forget him or not... all I wanted was him being happy, so what if it was not with me...sacrifice is also love...is not it?

Author's POV: Y/N was broken but Jungkook's world were making her more sad, but she didn't want to break their friendship as Jungkook too...she needed some times but she didn't know when she can forget her feelings about Jungkook...she even don't know if she would ever could forget him or not.
                       
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