Being in love
When hearing that I think about butterflies
About long nights in the summer
And excitement every time we meet
But being in love
Isn't always something good
It can be painful and mind breaking
And make me lose myself
It was love when I said that I liked you more
Or wasn't it? Was I just pretending?
Am I really falling in love
Or am I just in love with the idea of falling?
Do I want to be with you
Or to be like you or to be friends with you?
Do I want you to like me back
Or would that just make things more complicated?
How can I know what I'm really feeling
And how can I speak about it?
How can I differ between platonic and romantic love
And this thing that is called sexual attraction?
How am I supposed to be sure about my sexuality
When I can't even tell if I'm in love or not?
And what does it mean that when I think about you
My heart starts beating faster and my mind gets so confused?
The truth is
That I have no idea
Of how I feel about you
And of how you could feel about me
The only thing I know
Is that I don't know anything
Expect that
Being in love
Can be wonderful and hurtful
And most of the time
It's both
- 05.10.2021
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