The whole family went to Georgia on the 22nd. I stayed at my father's house while my mother, her boyfriend, and my siblings went to their family member's house in Reidsville, Georgia. I'm planning on having the best days of this year in my dad's apartment. The apartment is so modern, new, and clean! The white walls, the gray floors, and the marble kitchen counters are what I would want in my dream house. The apartment is two floors tall with two rooms and two bathrooms. It also has a closet with ventilation for my turtles! I was so happy to see them for the first time in months! The porch is big as well, and there is so much space in this apartment. I would love to spend an entire year just relaxing here, but I already did that in 2020. The first half of 2020 was spent at the old apartment that my dad lived in, but my room was still very aesthetic. Then, the second half of that year was spent at a new apartment, which was similar to the one that my dad lives in now. I had school and mental health issues in 2020, but despite those things, that year was the best year of my life. 2020 was the worst year for many people due to the COVID-19 pandemic, but it was the total opposite for me. Listening to 'Vessel' by twenty one pilots, an album from 2013, makes me re-visit early 2020 when I would just chill in my aesthetic room playing Roblox while listening to that amazing album. The vibe that entire year was the best that I have ever experienced in life so far. These few days that I will get to spend with my father and Jamie in Atlanta will be like time traveling to the best year of my life. I wouldn't care if I died tomorrow because I've lived the best moments I've ever wanted. Peace is the best feeling that I've always wanted to experience, and I've had it. It will be nice to have this experience again, so I'm enjoying every moment of it while it lasts. I think I will have it in the future once I live on my own, but for now, I will enjoy my peace here. All I ever want in life is to live alone in a peaceful home without any stress in life, and I've had that already, and I'm actually experiencing that right now, so I'm just so happy that I got to experience one of my greatest wishes in life. I only need to visit space to complete my life but regardless of that, I'm happy with the good times of my life.
- December 24, 2021
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