Schizophrenic ••MinYeon•• [Eng ver.]

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  Turned around as my door slowly opened.  There were two people inside, I started shouting as they approached me.  "Don't come close, who are you? Don't come close. I don't know you" They kept on approaching me while I shouted.  They came to me and held my arm until the last time and injected the thing I did not know the name of in my arm.

   When my shouting stopped, one of them began to speak, taking a deep breath.  He had long, whitish hair and brown hair.  She was beautiful.  "Can you hear me Minnie?"  I nodded slowly.  "Today your friend will come and get you out of here. There's no point in staying here any longer. You've been here for 3 years but nothing has improved." He shook his head hopelessly.  My vision was gradually blurring.  I finally closed my eyes.

  When I opened my eyes, there was a girl in front of me.  She had long black hair, white skin, pure beauty.  He was smiling at me and holding my hand.  "Minnie I've come to get you" I just stared blankly at her face.  I lightly pulled my hand away.  "Oh it's Shuha, we've been friends for 5 years" He said with a smile.  I remember him when he introduced himself.  I hugged him right away.  He was my everything in the world.  I even forgot about it.  I wish I forgot to breathe too.

"Sorry Shu you know" I bowed my head in shame.  He immediately raised my head with his hand and said, "Is it alright. I know that you have not forgotten me, and even if the mind forgets, the heart will." I smiled softly.  This phrase reminded me of Miyeon.  "Hey Minnie, listen to me" Shu's voice came back to reality.  "You're gone again. Let's pack your things and let's go. Soojin is waiting for us. She made some really good meals."  I got up and walked to the closet in the room.  Since I have been here for 3 years, I had a lot of belongings compared to other patients.  I started packing my things in the boxes Shuha brought.  The room was putting my clothes in.  "Don't mess with it so random horses go. We'll fix it when we get home." He chuckled at what I said.  "And you call me messy." I said laughing, "Let's be quick, I want to get out of here as soon as possible".

   At that moment, I felt a hand on my shoulder and turned around.  Miyeon had arrived.  "Minnie, should I pack my things too? I'm coming too, right?"  I laughed at his sad question.  "Of course you will come. If you won't come, I'll always stay here." Shuha, who heard my voice, said, "I'll handle the check-out," with a bitter smile and left the room.  Miyeon looks at me and smiles.  "Okay then I'll get ready."  Saying that, he went to his closet, which only the two of us could see, and started to put his belongings in the box that I don't know where he got them from.  He must have noticed my gaze because he smiled and pointed in front of me.  I laughed and started putting my things in front of me in my own box.  As I was putting down the two or three pieces I had, Shuha walked in.  " Is it over?"  I shook my head.  "I'm done, let's go then, I already called a taxi."  He put the two small boxes on the floor on top of each other and started to move forward.  I gestured for Miyeon to pass with my hand, and she walked out in front of me smiling.

  I didn't even feel the need to take a last look at the room, because it was here that I had the worst years of my life.  Just as I closed the door and turned around, I saw Shuha talking to my doctor, who I didn't know when.  I closed the door and walked towards them.  "Thank you, Ms. Yerin. I'll tell you again if anything happens to you anyway."  Looking at the doctor whose name I remember was Yerin, I smiled and suddenly went to hug her.  He immediately wrapped his arms around my waist and spoke.  "You can call me whenever Minnie.

  "I thanked them for sticking my head and burning them until now. Ms. Yerin has always taken care of me for 3 years. She was more like a friend to me than a doctor. She even talked about her own private troubles. I think I was going to miss her.

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  We took our belongings from the taxi and got off, now I was looking at the 2-storey house in front of me.  When I knew Shuha, she didn't even have a place to stay, but I was touched that she even has a house where she lives happily with her boyfriend now.  Seeing my eyes welling up, Shuha immediately pulled me into a hug.  "I brought you here to be happy, while you sit and cry."  She slowly broke away from me and spoke.  She pushed me by the shoulder towards the garden.  We came to the door of the house together.  He rang the bell.  After waiting for a while, there was a very cute girl who opened the door to us with a smile.  "Oh welcome Minnie," he said and stepped aside.  I took off my shoes and entered the open space.  Shuha came in behind me saying "Well, welcome to me".  Soojin smiled lightly and hugged Shuha, "Hello baby."  Their relationship was really nice.  After Shuha, Miyeon entered me with a smile and started looking at the two like me.

   When they finally left, Soojin said from the front, "I'll show you where you're staying, Minnie. You'll take a little shower. We'll come downstairs and have our dinner, and then we'll all unpack your stuff."  The fact that they thought of me this much caused feelings inside me that I can't describe.  Thank you and I followed suit.

  It was a bathroom not too big, but not too small either.  I immediately put my clothes on and took off my clothes and threw them in the dirty basket.  When I entered the cabin, the tension on me was suddenly gone.  I reached for the taps to turn on the hot water and found the hot water one and turned it on.  As soon as I opened it, I immediately stepped aside.  After checking the running water by extending my hand, I set it between warm and hot and went under it.  I was taking a shower again with hot water for the first time in 3 years.  In the hospital, we always had to wash with cold water, even in winter.

  When I finished my work, I took the hair towel and wrapped it around my hair and started to put on my clothes.  After I got dressed, I got out with a towel on my head and started walking towards the living room.  Seeing me, Shuha gestured towards the kitchen, leading me forward.  When I saw the food, I froze for a moment and my eyes filled with tears.  Things like this would never happen in the hospital.  What did I really do to deserve this?

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