𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬, 𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬, 𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐝.

𝐀 𝐜𝐫𝐲𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐦𝐩, 𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐭, 𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐭.

𝐓𝐖: 𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐚𝐛𝐮𝐬𝐞, 𝐬𝐮𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐚𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬, 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐦 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐭. (𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧)

𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞.

💫 𝐊𝐚𝐫𝐥 𝐏𝐎𝐕 💫

Heard it back and forth 'your a useless child'.
Still hurt me.
never told anyone about the abuse.
Not even my friends.
"I will be right back" I said walking to the bathroom
"Ok" they all said walking away than I heard them say "we're at the benches if you need us"
I ran into the bathroom.
I quickly got my backpack and took out a razor blade.
I held it to my wrist.
I was shaking, in tears.
I dropped the razor blade and started crying.
I put the razor blade back in my backpack and went outside when I was calm.
"Oh hey karl!" Sapnap said
"Hey" I said forcing a smile.
"Why were you in there so long? " sapnap asked
I was trying to make up a excuse
"Uh.. I had to... Well gotta go..." I said awkwardly and ran away.
I went into my house ending up in this abusive house.
"Hey dad, hey mom." I said
"Whatever i don't care" my mom said
I heard my dad say under his breath 'I hate this child.'
I ignored it and went in my room and locked the door.
I randomly heard my phone ring, it said
'sapnap ❤'
And I just felt so useless at this point.
I just wanted to die.
Just die already.
He doesn't care about you.
He hates you.
Your useless.
Your worthless.
Your a mistake.
Go kill yourself.
I felt like I wasn't worth it anymore.
I picked up "h-hey..." I said sniffing and crying
"Karl are you ok?" He asked generally worried
"Yes! Perfectly o-ok.." I said crying over again.
I could hear he was generally worried about me and my health.

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(Sorry for short chapters but just a lack of motivation)