Hey Harper? Can you join a private vc with me?” Vivian asked.
“I guess, Why?” I said.
“Oh, I just want to talk about that video I'm editing.”
We joined the private vc. My hands immediately got shaky, I was actually nervous to talk to her. Her voice is so damn perfect, I bet she is beautiful. She has nice hands. Those hands could touch me anyday. Oh god! Stop thinking like a horny teenager.
“Harper?”
Oh shit. I forgot I was in the vc with Vivian.
“Sorry! I got lost in thought. What's up?”
“You have been acting really distant lately and I want to know if you are ok?” Curiosity hinting in her voice.
“I’m fine Vivian.”
“Why have you been avoiding talking to me then?”
“I haven’t been avoiding you Vivian.”
“Yes you have! Please Harper, What did I do or say or both?”
“Nothing Vivian.”
“It’s obviously something. Please tell me what's wrong Harper?” She said pleadingly.
“YOU! THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL.” I accidentally screamed at her. I don’t want to tell her. I didn’t mean to even open my mouth.
“How do I make you feel Harper?”
“I love you Vivian. All that flirting makes me feel so good Vivian. You make me feel good. You don’t mean what you say though. You. I want you.”
“I make you feel… good? Good How?” Vivian asked, sounding worried, I don’t like when she worries about me.
I shouldn't have opened my mouth. I don;t want to lose her but I guess that is how it will be. How the hell am I going to tell her that Her voice makes me horny and the flirting makes me want to do things with her. I think about her in the shower, In my bed, almost everywhere. I want her to do things to me.
“I don’t know.”
“You sounded like you knew”
“I like your voice.”
“How does it make you feel”
“Horny.”
“Harper? Do I… turn you on?”
“Vivian, I don’t….”
“Harper, I need to know.”
“I-Yes.” I said.
“How?”
“I love when you flirt with me. Calling me all sorts of pet names, telling me i’m pretty, Vivian you make me crazy.”
“Baby.” Her voice. Oh god, her voice.
“Vivian stop” my face turns red.
“Mmmm.”she hums.
“I love you” she says quietly.
“I know” I say even quieter.
