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Saturday, April 4th, 2015

I know it has been a while since I've written here. Sorry about that. Again, no excuse. I just never did.

I haven't been doing much. I've been at school, the gym, home. I went shopping yesterday and bought three shirts, three pairs of pants, a pair of shoes, and some jewelry. I also got Starbucks yesterday (Iced Caramel Macchiato, just like every time).

I don't really know what to say. I've been in multiple fights with one of the guys previously mentioned. And my best guy friend is here for me. I have no clue where my best friend is most of the time but it's alright because I know she's busy and I'd be the first to know if something was seriously wrong.

Speaking of my best guy friend, he told me the other day that he would have never broken up with me if he wasn't so far away. I don't know what to think of that. Yes, I do love him, but do I really want to get back together with him if he ever comes here (or I there)? As much as I'd love to move to Ireland, I don't know.

I keep making new friends, mostly guys, on kik and meetme. But they want me to do things with them and I don't know how to feel about it. They're all really nice and great friends to have but it seems like they're friends with me because of the way I look and not because of my personality.

This one guy in particular said today that he's in love with me and he doesn't even know me. I don't even know his name. I don't understand at all how you can love someone within a day and a half of barely even saying anything important to them.

I guess that's kind of it. I don't really have much else to say, and if I did I forgot. I suppose I'll try to update next time something interesting happens. Or, at least, next weekend.

I bid thee farewell.