F͟e͟e͟l͟i͟n͟g͟s͟ a͟r͟e͟ y͟o͟u͟r͟ g͟r͟e͟a͟t͟e͟s͟t w͟e͟a͟k͟n͟e͟s͟s͟(technoxreader)

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Now I'm here. The blade of my sword on the throat of my brother. I'm  about to hurt him. Only a few more centimeters. I stopped at that point.

Dream, my brother, sat up again. "Y/N if you cant kill people you like it will affect your future actions. You have to kill those feelings"

He's training me to kill Phil cuz I have a good relationship with him. Why exactly Phil? I have no idea. Probably  cuz he is on L'manburgs side.

"If we gotta fight against L'manburg" Dream continued "Then you have to be ready to kill him. He would kill you too. Or if you have to fight against me. You would loose and be dead."

"But he's like a dad for me and you-"

"Y/N. You dont have a dad, never had one and not gonna get one. Get that already in your fucking head. You're one of the best fighters on the smp. But your feelings are distracting you"

The whole war thing make him go crazy. Its like he slowly loses emotions.

"Okay okay I understand brother. Can we take a break?"

He nodded. "Come back here until 11 PM"

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I went to L'manburg. To Phil. I'm allowed to go in. Thanks to Phil that he convinced Wilbur that im completely neutral.

As I walked in I already saw him and waved to him. He waved back.
"Hey Y/N how are you doing today?"

I always tell Phil about my day. He sometimes tells me about his. Phil is also one of the few people who do believe that im neutral!

"Not much happend. Just training. Its kinda boring yk."

He asked a few more specific questions about my day. Questions like:
- what did you ate today?
- hows your cat?

Those normal questions yk.

After 2 hours I wanted to went back. "Bye Phil!! See ya!" I waved to him while walking out of L'manburg.

Shortly after I left L'manburg I looked back cuz i felt like someone is staring at me.

And i was right. There was a kinda tall person with pink hair. As much as i know there are only 2 persons with pink hair.

Niki and Technoblade. But Niki has way shorter hair. So its Technoblade. Well that was rlly obvious.

I heard some things about him. Phil told me that he has a very monotonous voice. And acts like he has no feelings. He also said that he would and could literally kill everyone on the smp if he wanted to.

I think that too. But i'm not sure if Techno or Dream would win in a fight.

Besides that. I also know a few things about him cuz of my brother. I once stole his diary and there was something written about buisness with Technoblade. But before i could read about what he was talking about he took his diary out of my hands

I'm sure Techno wasn't looking at me cuz he wanted some small talk. It was surely about Phil. Techno and Phil are like bestiesssssss.

I think that he's making sure that i dont do anything bad to Phil. 

After walking a bit i turned around again. Looking if he comes after me to stab me in my back. You'll never know what could happen.

Dream said to me that i should be on alert 24/7. So i am. But Techno was still at the same spot.

I hurried back to my house.

As i arrived Dream was waiting for me. I had no idea why. I wasn't to late or anything. Wait what if- oh no pls not.

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Cliffhanger bitches. *laughs in knowing what gonna happen*