Dirty Secret

Chapter 9 ( Tired )

( sorry for the typos )

I was able to get up from the couch dispute the burning pain coming from my ass and walked to the bathroom. I was crying because every step I took it hurt like hell, I could feel his sperm dripping down my legs along with the blood he left behind. I finally was able to make it to the bathroom and I started to let the water run in the tub and got in I didn't care that it was hot even though it made my pain 10x worse but maybe I deserved it. I could easily leave before he gets home and could call Star or the police or my mother but why couldn't I?

I stopped loving Andrew a long time ago, so why didn't I leave? Short answer I don't know. I tried to collect my thoughts and started to clean myself and it hurt but I had to pull through it. Finally I finished and realized I forgot a towel so I just stood up and walked out into the cold house and grabbed my clothes and got dressed it felt so nice to be clean and dressed after...that.

I knew what I was doing was wrong but Andrew wouldn't be home for a while right? I walked to the bedroom we once shared and it felt warm and homey, I felt tears slip down my face not because I was still in love with Andrew but for the simple fact that the room is still the same way as when I decorated it and when it felt like a real home.

I walked to the bed and opened up the covers and laid my head down on the soft pillow and felt my body sink on the nice and comfortable bed. It was warm and comfy and it reminded me of...Star.

I then grabbed my phone and debated between calling him and before I could make up my mind I saw his name pop up in my phone and I put it to my ear and answered it and said "Hello" in a raspy voice I then heard him on the other end say "Why does your voice sound like that?" "Are you okay?" "Do you need me to go get you?" I then laughed a bit at how caring he was and said "No I'm okay Andrew left a while ago to god knows where and I'm home...safe". I then heard him say "Alright I was just calling to see if you were alright...You know you can always call me and I'll run to you...Always" I then felt my eyes water and I then felt tears run down my cheeks and said "Yeah I know" we then said our goodbyes and then I hung up and I then felt a little warmer. I decided to lay down for a while and get some good sleep before Andrew gets home.

For the first time in a while I was able to get enough sleep...or so I thought.