Feeling's Mutual ( HANCOCK X FEMALE READER )

Chapter 29 - Flabbergasted

Y/n's pov:

"I like you .. alot.. it's foolish of me to think this .. especially when we're not on the same level," I chuckled..

I glanced at Hancock.. her mouth was slightly hanging open loosely

did I just .. confess to her because I was afraid we'd end off in bad terms ?!!

"Um .. please say something.. I'm about to jump off this ride," I mumbled, releasing my grip on her hand

"Y/n.." she starts off

".. I didn't think you would have the courage to express your feelings to me like that," she chuckles, leaving me a embarrassed face

she returns her original expression. "Is that why.. you're feeling regret? Because you have moved on?"

"No! I certainly did not move on.. you just came into my life and .. ruined me.."

"Y/n.. you deserve to be happy too .. what happened to her wasn't your fault, you can't let yourself fall in despair any longer.. this time you need to figure out what you want.."

what .. i want? never thought of that before

"if things go wrong, just know that I'll never leave your side."

this is messing up my head

"you know what you need .. closure.." she then stands up and I grabbed onto the seat's railing.

"hey wait .. why has the ride stop?! WHY ARE WE NOT MOVING! ARE WE STUCK AT THE TOP?!" I panicked

"y/n, it's now or never.. tell Reiju what you are feeling"

"EMPRESS THIS IS DUMB! BALLISTIC! AN IDIOTIC IDEA!"

"No.. until you have forgave yourself.. and accept the fact that she is gone, we will be staying here for a long time."

GAH SHES SO DEMANDING!

"OKAY FINE! Reiju.. I'M SORRY," I say stupidly looking at the clouds
"THERE! NOW LET US DOWN!"

Hancock shooked her head, "Y/n.. what I'm about to do right now is pretty stupid .. so you better change after this.."

I was confused.. until she looks up and takes a breath

"Y/n's ex girlfriend.. y/n over here.. she did one of your life goals.. she got that scholarship with that smart dumb brain of hers.." She chuckled, while I just stared at her.. my chest was becoming heavy for some reason..

I can tell she's forcing herself to do this... for me... she's willing to go through all of this shame JUST FOR ME?

"but.. she can't fulfill your last wish.. since it's kind of hard for her considering you're dead.."

she's so blunt.. it hurts to hear

"This idiot loves you too much.. but could she also love someone else??" shaking voice.. eyes almost tearing.. my eyes were completely shaking..