Locked up

Let me

The next morning Y/n woke up very early and decided to make breakfast for the team. Steve woke up after and helped her. The team ate and went out.Y/n instead stayed home because Steve told her to. She went to the bathroom in her room to, wash her hands" right after the team left. Steve wasn't sure about that so he decided to follow her upstairs.And then he saw her leaning over the toilet her hair was in a ponytail which he never saw her wearing. The almost bald holes in the back of her head were visible. He opened the door fast and sat next to her.

Steve: Y/n what are you doing?

Y/n: it's none of your business pretty boy.

Steve: I've wanted to talk to you about something similar. Come in the living room with me and we'll talk it out.

They got to the living room.

Steve: Y/n when we get to sleep last night i-Uhm I saw some things on your-on your thighs ankles and wrists and now this?

Y/n: I-

Steve: why? I think you have body dysmorphia Y/n, you think your fat but believe me your-

Y/n: NO STEVE! THAT'S NOT BODY DISMORPHA it's HAVING NO FUCKING IDEA OF WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE.....every day I ask you how I look and every time you say perfect well guess what steve I DONT KNOW YOUR TYPE I don't know if you like bigger or smaller girls I have no fucking idea of what is perfect TO YOU....so please just-just tell me how I look like...

Steve: Y/n.....your underweight and who-

Y/n so you-you like underweight girls? she said weakly and confused.

Steve: no Y/n I don't care about the look I just thought that if I say you're perfect you will think that too.

Y/n: you think I'm perfect?

Steve smiled at her and nodded

Steve: you are more than perfect to me.

After some time the team got home and Y/n immediately went to her room like always. She still felt very uncomfortable around them. Peter will always ask about her battle scars when some of them showed so she had to keep them hidden and it was hard because it was summer and they were everywhere. Wanda would just walk around her mind and Thor would always say stupid things. Natasha had a kid with thor and they had a very happy life.

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------AN-In this book Natasha can have kids and has a happy ending because she at least deserves this.--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------They made diner and then packed their thinks. They were leaving tomorrow. Steve went to Y/n's room later that night

Steve: hi can I still sleep here?

Y/N: of course you can.

The rest of the night was normal

In the morning, they got to the private jet and got to the compound.

Y/n: I'm going training

Steve: I'm going with you

They both went to the training room. They decided to fight and they were doing exactly that when Tony got in and distracted Y/n she looked to her right when Steve accidentally throws a punch right in her face. She fell to the ground Steve got on the ground

Steve: Y/n are you ok I'm so sorry I did-

Y/n didn't miss the opportunity turned him on his stomach his hands on his back and she was climbed on top of his back holding them.

Y/n: ha loser

She got up and started to leave the room when Steve turned her by her wrist. seeing her bruised face

Steve: omg Y/n are you ok? I'm so sorry!

Y/n :I'm fine

Steve shaked his head

Steve; no your not let me clean you up.