Complicated

Chapter 18

•skip to when they just landed in Virginia•

🌸Brooke's pov🌸

We just got off the plane and I was in Taylor's arms because I was to tired to walk. Everyone was with us, except Jacob and mahogany be oats they went to Jacobs for Christmas. I felt so bad for Taylor because he still doesn't know that his parents won't be there. We must've finally gotten to our car because Taylor put me down and I opened my eyes to see a huge limo. When we were all settled and the driver started driving matt said "Guys... Me and Joy have an announcement." "Well what is it?!" I asked. "Uhm, well J-Joy is p-pregnant." Matt stuttered. "HOLY SHIT WHAT?!" I screamed. "Yeah... We're telling everyone at dinner tonight..." He said. "A baby? That's so much work." I said mostly to matt considering his laziness. "I'll be fine." Matt said.

After about 10 minutes we arrived. Everyone was there... Well everyone that was coming. We walked in and Taylor looked around for his parents like everyone else, except his aren't here. "W-Where are my parents?!" Taylor said getting mad. "T-T-Taylor, they're not coming" I said. "WHAT DO YOU MEAN THEY ARENT COMING?! ITS CHRISTMAS! THEY HAVE TOO!" Taylor screamed full blown mad now. "I know Taylor. I'm sorry." I said. "WAIT. YOU FUCKING KNEW AND DIDNT TELL ME?! WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?!" He screamed running upstairs. He ran into the guest room and locked the door. I could hear him on the bed sobbing. This made me feel so bad. "Tay?" I said while knocking quietly on the door. "GO THE FUCK AWAY YOU BITCH! YOU KNEW AND DIDNT TELL ME!" He screamed. Wow. That hurt. All the boys plus joy and sky were walking up the stairs but I shooed them away. "Taylor baby c'mon let me in." I said knocking again. No answer. I finally came to last resort. I grabbed the key from on top of the door frame and unlocked the door to see Taylor on the bed slitting his wrist. I slammed the door and locked it and ran over to Taylor. I tried to take the blade but he wouldn't let go. "Taylor please. Don't. For me." I said calmly. "IF ITS FOR YOU THEN I SHOULD CUT! YOU FUCKING LIED TO ME! I TRUSTED YOU! I TOLD YOU THINGS THAT IVE NEVER TOLD ANYONE! NOT EVEN THE BOYS! AND MOST IMPORTANTLY I GAVE YOU MY VIRGINITY! I KNOW! MY FIRST TIME AT 18 IM A FUCKING WHIMP! I WANTED MY FIRST TIME WOTH SOMEONE SPECIAL! AND I THOUGHT YOU WERE! BUT APPARENTLY YOURE NOT CONSIDERING YOU LIED! IT MAY SEEN LIKE IM MAKING A BIG DEAL BUT IVE BEEN LIED TO A LOT! MOSTLY BY PEOPLE THAT SUPPOSEDLY LOVE ME! I CANT DEAL WITH ANYMORE LIES!" He screamed. Tears were now flowing down both our cheeks. I feel so bad. I shouldn't have lied. He really has been lied to too much. I started walking toward him. "Taylor, give me the blade. I'm sorry. I'll do anything. Just give me The blade. For God damn sake I'll move out of the beach house. I'll make sure you never come in contact with me again if you just give me the fucking blade." I said. He handed me the blade and got up." I choose the move out and never make contact situation." He said with no emotion. God I fucked up. He hates me. I won't let him hate the guys to. I ran to the guys and told them to not tell Taylor about how the knew and why. Matt Came and hugged me but I don't like people touching me when I'm sad so I wiggled out of the hug and went to my room. I started crying even harder into my pillow. Why? Why did I do this. I knew he had trust issues. Why would I do that. None of the boys know this but Taylor's 'parents' weren't his real parents. He was adopted but no one knows that. Well except me. At first they were great with him until he hit 7th grade and they started going on endless business trips. Taylor told me about how he would be alone crying in his room. But the worst part of the adoption was before the adoption he got told 'everything will be okay' Every Time he switched homes. And it wasn't for a long time. He was abused and a lot worse. So that's why he has trust issues. And I made it worse.

•skip to when she's in Cali getting her stuff bc nothing interesting happens•

I was just about finished packing. When I was walking down the stairs with my last box I fell into Taylor. He looked at me with sad eyes and tear stained cheeks but just kept walking. I was moving to New York. I was offered a modeling job so, I took it. When I walked outside I saw all the guys plus sky and joy. Joy already had a little baby bump and it was adorable. I walked up to Matt first. "I'll miss you sis. If you need me hit me up." He said smiling trying to lighten the mood. I just hugged him really tight. Next was Shawn. I went up to him and hugged him. "I'll miss you bear." He said. I don't know why but he randomly started calling me bear last week. "I'll miss you too." I said. After him was Nash. "I'll miss you Nashley." I said. He laughed a little because of his name. "I'll miss you too brookey." He said. Next was cam. Cam and I have gotten even closer if that's possible so this would be hard. I hugged him so tight I'm surprised he didn't suffocate. "I'm gonna miss you so much Cameron. We've gotten so close and I don't know what I'll do with out you guys. I need you guys but I won't hold you back." I said crying. "I love you Brooke. Don't forget it. We all love you. Even Taylor. He's just having a really tough time. Call me everyday. If you don't I'll come to New York and slap you. Well not really but I will come there to see if everything's okay because it won't be the same without you. I care about you Brooke. Don't forget it." He said releasing me from the hug. Then I hugged joy and sky at the same time. "I'll miss my girls." I said. "Are you sure you don't want us to come. We can get matt and cam to pack up and come right with us" joy said. "No you hormonal piece of work." I said hugging them tighter. "Whatever but like cam said we'll come beat your ass if you don't make contact everyday. So beware." Joy said. "Go take a nap." I said laughing through my tears. "B, I'll miss you." Sky said. "I'll miss you too. What will I do without you two bitches?" I said. "Oh I don't know. We're pretty fab." She said. "Oh shut up." I said laughing again. "Brooke? It's time to go" cam said. "Okay. I love you guys." I said. I got gathered into a group hug. "Guys! You're suffocating me!" I yelled. "Well at least your being suffocated my love." Matt stated. After the group hug I got in the car with cam and we left. I'll miss them. All of them. Mostly Taylor. We never even said goodbye. I guess it was for the best.