Complicated

Chapter 19

🌸Brooke's pov🌸

I'm going to my first photo shoot today. It's for forever 21. I'm really excited. I love forever 21 clothes. I'm going to the shoot in just sweats because I don't have to get ready because they're getting me ready there. When I got there they rushed me into hair and makeup. Then o got 5 outfits. They were really cute.

•after the photoshoot•

I just got done and I'm heading to my apartment. I live there alone. Sad right? It's so depressing. I've gotten back to cutting but I covered it up for my photoshoot. It's just getting hard. I'm so depressed it's hard to smile. But I get through it. Taylor hasn't made any contact with me. As I was thinking I pulled into the Parking garage and went up to my apartment. When I got up there I got my razor and started slitting my wrist. It used to cause pain... But not anymore, I'm used to it. It feels got to me now. It lets me control my pain. As I was doing this I got a call. From Matt.

*conversation*
B-hello

M- hello, Brooke are you okay?
(I didn't even realize I was crying till now)

B-y-yeah I'm fine.

M- I know your not. Talk to me.

B- I'm fine.

M-really it doesn't look like it.

B-wait what.

*end of conversation* I looked over to see matt leaning on the doorframe crying a little. "Brooke. Not again. Why?" He said. "I-it helps me control my pain." I said. "No. Brooke, this isn't healthy. In fact, it's really unhealthy." He said. "I-I'm sorry." I said. "Brooke. Don't say you're sorry. Just put down the blade and come here." He said holding his arms out for a hug. I ran up and hugged him as tight as I could. "How long will you be here?" I asked. "My flight leaves tomorrow night. I just came to see you because you weren't staying in touch." He said. "Okay... And I'm sorry I've been busy with meetings." I said.
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This isn't really even a chapter but I just wanted one to show how New York was so... There ya go...

Bye bitchezzzz ❤️😘🌸😂