I Know You're In Heaven (Jade)

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by jadesricecrispecake

by jadesricecrispecake

⚠️Contains suicide ⚠️

"Jade Amelia Thirlwall: December 26th 1992- June 9th 2022
A loving mother, daughter, sister, fiancée and friend. Forever missed by everyone whom loved her."

I stand there, staring at that particular gravestone. Families constantly fill this graveyard, each one having a different story and reason why they are here but all here to mourn a person who meant the universe to them. My daughter hugs my leg tightly, she despises going her because it gives her the obvious traumatic flashbacks to that fateful night finding out that somebody that I loved more than anything had died in a home robbery.
"I'm sorry to tell you that there was a home robbery and everyone inside tragically were shot and killed." Is the one phrase that never leaves my mind. It was the first thing I heard, returning from a trip in the Netherlands to report on some news.

Then, my fingers begin to tingle as somebody grips hold of my hand. I can just recognise from touch that this is my fiancée's hand.
"You have to be brave for me, I miss you every single day." I hear her voice in my ear, soft and warm. I turn my head in that direction and see nothing standing there, a figment of my imagination it must have been.
"I can't wait to see you again, neither of us can." Her voice switches to the other ear sending shivers down my spine.
"I hope you're happier up there, baby." I whisper to myself. "I hope nothing bad ever happens to you ever again."

"We'll see you soon, come on, Rory..." Jade's voice begins to fade away, the feeling of small hands leave my leg as my eyes revert to the other gravestone

Aurora Hannah Y/L/N: September 10th 2021- June 8th 2022
A angelic princess sent down from heaven, missed by her mama and dada and everyone else who loved her.

Then, before they leave me, a object is placed in my hand. I open it to find a crumbled up piece of paper, I unravel it and shows me a very scruffy drawing of me, Jade and Aurora labelled as drawn by Aurora, 3 years old.

I look down at my watch and it reads September 12th 2025, 2:28pm.

Not long after that, I made the decision to join them up in heaven after consuming rat poison, which killed me painfully but at least now, I can watch my daughter running around in happiness and cozy up to my now-wife and just wnjoy life from then and out.