Seth walks into Jewl and Masons cell and doesn't ask or grab me I'm up and scurrying over to him before he's completely in the cell. He smirks down at me and runs a finger over the small scratch on my forehead, "You gonna be good?" I nod quickly and without a second thought I grab his shirt and break down sobbing I bury my face in his jump suit "I'm s-sorry...please.." sobs wrack my body and after a few moments hesitation Seth wraps his arms around me "Easy baby." He chuckles before looking to Mason "Told you he would be like putty in my hands." Mason snorts "Jewl's already putty in mine I just like watching him in pain." I hate myself for it but it's like suddenly I need his appreciation for no reason at all, it's like I need someone to hold me and love me something I've never needed before I was always a loner. Seth rubs my back and talks with Mason a bit longer before dragging me off to the mess hall for supper, he sits me down with some of his friends and goes to get our food I try to not look at them but after a few minutes I realise who I'm sitting with.
Its every man from the cell, I take a deep shaky breath and Seth comes back with our food, he puts the tray in front of me a little harshly and I flinch, he chuckles "Do I need to tell you to eat again?" I shake my head and start to eat a little reluctantly, I swallow the food shaking with each bite my stomach is killing me already "D-daddy..." He looks at me a eye brow raised "Yeah?" I look down at my lap "M-my stomach hurts a lot...I can't eat anymore..." He looks me up and down "Are you just saying this to get out of here?" I shake my head quickly "N-no the nurse said I have a stomach flu.." He nods "I heard, eat a bit more than you can stop." I nod and take a few more bites before stopping, I go to get up and bring it to the wash carts where we put are dirty dishes. Seth growls at me "Where are you going?" I put my plate on the table "I j-just wanted to bring it to the carts..." He slams his hand into the table, I flinch and sit back down he grabs my plate and his and brings them to the carts.
He comes and grabs me by the arm and drags me to the cell and throws me in, I curl into a ball not knowing what I did. "You really that desperate for a beating?" He snarls at me, I shake my head quickly tears coming to my eyes "I-i just wanted to drop my plate off...I'm sorry.." He grabs my arm and pulls me to my feet he lifts me off the ground and looks me in the eyes, "You lost the right to do any of that when you tried to run, know you stick by my side and I'll choose what you can and can't do." I nod quickly "Okay daddy I'm sorry..." I throws me back on my bunk "Face the wall, close your eyes and don't open them until the bell for breakfast ." I do as I'm told and lay there until he's gone and I sit up. I'm not going to lay there for twelve hours, I get up and start to pace the cell I'll stay in the cell and be quiet but I'm not going to lay there all evening and night. I turn on his radio and turn it low Lose Yourself by Eminem is playing and I bob my head to the beat and before I realise it I'm rapping along with him, one thing I know I'm good at is rapping. I can practicly make my voice sound exactly like Eminems, "I didn't know you could rap." I jump a foot in the air at the sound of Seths voice "So-sorry daddy I'll go bac to bed.." He chuckles "No keep rapping." Not wanting to get in trouble I start to rap along to the radio again, Seth bobs his head and I smirk and before I know it I'm rapping loudly and it's like I'm on the stage at home during the talent show and at the clubs I use to get standing ovations.
Seth claps, "You're good..." I forgot Seth was watching and for no reason at all I blush "Thanks." I walk back to nmy bed and lay down, "I really like how you sound." I smile and nod before closing my eyes and gently snoozing off, right before I fall asleep seth lays next to me and I go rigide but I soon fall asleep to him stroking my back. I realise that he may hurt me physically but mentally I don't think he ever would
