Choni/Madnessa one shots

Confessing my feelings for you

This is a Madnessa oneshot hope you guys enjoy😊❤️ also G!p Mads
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Mads pov

So right now I'm in Vanessa's trailer with her and MiChAeL and their being all lovey dovy it's getting kinda of annoying.

"I think I should go" I said standing up

When I got no response I looked at them and saw them making out EW

" yea ok I'm definitely going now... it's not like you care anyways" I said whispering the last part and walking out of the trailer

I walked over to my trailer that was next to Vanessa's I went in and just scrolled through my phone... until I heard what sounded like moaning Ugh not again

I opened my door and yelled" shut the fucking hell up danm!!!"

After that I didn't hear it anymore

I went back in and sat on my couch and that's when my eyes started to water

You're probably wondering 'why is she crying' well the thing is I've been in love with Vanessa for almost four years now about two years ago I was going to ask Vanessa out even if I didn't know if she liked me back but when I went to do it I saw her and Michael kissing

Flashback
I was getting ready to ask Vanessa out I set up a nice picnic by a waterfall in a forest and that's where I was going to ask her

I was getting dressed in a nice suit

After I was done getting dressed I grabbed my things and headed to a flower shop

Once I got to the flower shop I picked out some baby blue roses

I know it's a lot of them but I wanted to make this something special

After I got the roses I drove about 15mins to get some chocolates and a Teddy bear then went to Vanessa's house

I got to Vanessa's house and grabbed all the stuff with a big smile on my face and as I was walking up to the front door I saw Vanessa kissing some guy my smile automatically dropped then I started thinking

'I knew it I should have never even tried to ask her out it's not like she would want to be with somebody like me anyways because I'm a dumb love less freak who is going to be lonely for the rest of my life'

After I saw what happened I looked down at the stuff I bought and just nodded with tears in my eyes and walked away

End of flashback

Ever since that day it's never been the same I was always left out and being the second choice so I decided to distance myself today was actually the first day I actually "hung out" with Vanessa in about 8 months and the thing is she never even tried to contact me and that really hurt

After about an hour of crying someone knocked on the door I quickly wiped my eyes and let out a soft "come in"

The door opened to reveal lili " hey are you ok it looks like you have been crying" she asked

" yea I'm totally fine actually never been better" I said with a fake smile

Lili then gave me a 'really look'

I then sighed and said

" ok fine no I'm not ok... the thing is I've... I've been in love with um with un Vanessa for 4 years now and seeing her and the Tarzan looking thing together gets to me ever time and I just have this huge breakdown and it sometimes even last for 5 hour" I said and looked at lili and she a shocked but also not so surprised look on her face

" ok so 1: I love how you just called him a 'Tarzan looking thing' and 2: all I have to say is to try and tell her how you feel I'm not saying you have to but just keep in mind that you'll feel much more better that you got it off your chest"she said

I just nodded and gave her a hug before she left

After she left Nessa came in

" hey" said

I just waved in response

" Mads are you mad at me or something because it seems like you are"

"No I'm not" I said dryly

" yes you are!!"

"No I'm not!!"

" Yes you are Madelaine just fucking tell me what the fuck you're mad about!!!"

" you know what fine I'm fucking mad because I've been in love with my godanm best friend for 4 danm years and the day I worked up the nerve to ask her out I found her kissing some Tarzan looking motherfucker and every time I hang out with you Vanessa I'm either the third weel or just get ignored and the thing is that my best friend didn't even notice the I was hurting and distancing myself from almost every fucking person I know. Do you know how it feels to feel like you're not wanted or how it feels when you have to cry yourself to sleep every night over something you'll never get or how it feels to not be wanted or how it feels to want to die every fucking day, huh Vanessa do you know how it feels!!!" I yelled loud enough to where probably everyone on set can hear

" it hurts Vanessa it fuck-"I was cut off by a pair of soft plump lips on mine. At first I didn't kiss backs do to the shock but after a couple seconds I kissed back until I moved away right after

"Nessa we can't do this you have a boyfriend" I said

" I don't care about him Mads wanna know why because I never loved him he was my way to try and convince myself that I'm not in love with you" she said

" wait you love me" I said

" yes I love you so godanm much Mads" she said

Then I kissed her and she kissed back and it felt like a dream

" I love you more" I said as I leaned in to kiss her again

Ok guys that's the end of this oneshot hope you enjoyed

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