𝐥𝐞𝐟𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐝

𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 13

𝓐𝓵𝓮𝔁𝓪'𝓼 𝓹𝓸𝓿.

It's been a week since I broke that bitch's hand. No one talked about what happened again and I'm keeping my distance I shouldn't get attached to them again after what happened so they don't see me except when they drive me to school and sometimes at dinner but I skip it alot. Anyway today is Monday again and unfortunately I have to go to school. I don't even learn any thing new due to the fact that I already graduated when I was thirteen years old. However me and the squad became closer over the last week. I got up and did my morning routine,I wore a white sweater cause it's too cold anyway I paired it with black jeans and a black belt and of course some cute silver rings.





After getting dressed I got down stairs to meet my brothers to go to school.  "Are you ready ?" Blade asked I looked at my self and then looked at him then gave him a questioning look "No " I deadpanned then I walked away. Apparently today I'm driving with Blade, Blaze because the others have something to do but I didn't care enough to ask. This is gonna be so awkward because they both can't even stand me, they literally hate my guts, meh I don't care anyway I think. We got in the car it was silent but blade was driving so fast he was looking at me from the mirror every now and then with a confused look on his face. Maybe because I didn't even look panicked at all at the speed he's moving at.

We reached the school in like ten minutes maximum. I got out of the car as soon as he parked. Charlotte was waving at me so I made my way over to them we said our greetings and everyone went to their class. The Damian guy still sit beside me and he's still as annoying as ever. As usual he didn't bring anything with him except his phone well no cigarettes this time then.

The day went by quickly and Charlotte asked me to join them to buy some donuts so I had to tell my brothers orrrr on a second thought they are old enough they can find out I left on their own I guess.so I left with them.

It's been an hour since we left and my phone is dead . We were now drinking hot chocolate because how can someone live without it.we talked about anything and everything I also now know that Charlotte is the mother, Rose is the crazy one ,Dylan is the health freak and Antonio is the collected one. However I like hanging out with them

It's 6 pm by now so I decided to walk home. I reached home in 15 minutes. I walked through the gates the guards looked at me with fear in their eyes and a tall black haired guy started talking"Mr. De Luca is so angry he's waiting for you inside" I rolled my eyes then walked inside. I was getting my self ready for an earful from Giovanni and maybe even the others I knocked on the door and I could hear the shouting from outside, guess I had to prepare for a headache too. Blaze opened the door "IF YOU DIDN'T FIND HER THEN FUCK OF" he shouted before even looking at me I rolled my eyes then pushed him aside and got inside."Where the fuck where you??" "Did they find her?" I think Giovanni asked "She's down here" he shouted back "for fuck's sake my ears did you never learn to keep your voice lower??!!!" He glared at me, I smiled innocently "why didn't you come with the others?" "where did you go?" "We thought something happened to you? " I heard anger in their voices and dare I say worry yeah.. no I think I heard wrong they don't have the right to get worried.

I almost felt guilty keyword 'almost' their tantrum was cut with a voice full of authority "Enough" Giovanni right I totally forgot about him "where did you go and why didn't you tell anyone?" "Out and because you don't have to know everything about me" "Don't try to be a smart ass where did you go 'out'?" "Righhhtt the street"  I said giving him the ' what else do you think look' and he looked back at me with the ' Are you fucking with me right now ' look(I don't know how to describe it so I just wrote that and I can't stop laughing). "Where where you?" He asked more calmly. "Okay so listen you don't have the right to ask me where I am going and who I am with or to know anything about me this things doesn't concern you, got it?" They looked shocked "no we're your family you should tell us what you do" Vincenzo said"Jokes on you, family??!! This is an unfamiliar word my family died the day they abandoned me when I was five and since that day I don't have a 'family' "After I said that I turned around to leave no one dared to say a word. It actually hurt me saying this,I thought it won't hurt but it did it shouldn't and I hate my self for letting them hurt me again . As soon as my head hit the pillow I fell asleep into an non peaceful sleep.

𝓣𝓱𝓲𝓻𝓭 𝓹𝓮𝓻𝓼𝓸𝓷 𝓹𝓸𝓿.

The De Luca family felt broken. Guilt washed all over them , sadness,regret,pain and rejection , the same rejection the youngest De Luca felt when her own family refused to look at her and when they did it was only full if disgust. They never knew that they hurt her that bad. They felt sadness for how they made her change from her happy and caring self to a cold one. They felt pain for how she felt about them they were scared that she'd never forgive them. They felt guilt and regret for how they treated her in the past.

Past now was their worst enemy.
But they all swore they would earn her forgiveness even if it meant dying for her.

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