So is it just me or can parents be so fucking two faced, like so I was at dinner tonight and my step dad said "suppirised you are acutely eating, you weren't this morning" the he turned round to my mum and said "I think she wants to be anorexic with the way she's going." And laughed it off like it was some joke! LIKE WHAT THE FUCKING HELL, YOU DONT SAY THAT TO A FUCKING CHILD LIKE, I do this thing where I'll the bare minimum for like a week, the I'll be normal the next. BUT BRO, YOU CANT SAY "THAT SOMEONE WANTS TO BE ANOREXIC LIKE WHO WOULD WANT TO BE ITS A FUCKING EATING DISSORDER, AND THEN (I normally am supposed to go to bed around 10 but I stay up way past that) LATER I ASKED HIM IF I COULD STAY UP PAST TUE TIME WHEN I NORMALLY GO TO BED AND HE JUST SAID "can you? I mean with the amount of food your eating I'm suppressed you have any energy" LIKE IM ALREADY INSCRURE BUT YOU FUCKING SAYING THAT DOSENT MAKE IT ANY BETTER LIKE WHY WOULD YOU FUCKING MAKE A COMMENT LIKE THAT, ITS SO FUCKING MESSED UP AND IM CURRENTLY HAVING A CRISIS ABOUT MY SEXUALITY AND IVE NOT TOLD THEM IM LGBT BECAUSE MY STEP DAD IS HOMOPHOBIC AND HE SAYS STUFF LIKE "HAHA they look so gay, it's weird" AND IF HE ACCIDENTALLY BURN HIMSELF OR SOME SHIT HELL SAY FAG***. IM SO PISSED OFF AND SO SCARED I CANT EVEN THINK AND ILL NORMALLY SPEN MOST OF MY DAYS IN MY ROOM BEING STRESSED OUT. And sometimes I'll say "I'm tired" and they'll say "how are you tired you sleep all day" but it doesn't work like that, it's not physically tired it emotionally or phicalocially tired.
So yeah if you want to share some stuff or vent feel free too. I might update this I might not, we'll see.
