Poems of Life (Depression, Love, Etc.)

White

Everything is black in my mind, 

I can't glimpse beyond the black 

And the snow that falls from above,

Am I truly worth nothing? 

Am I truly insane? 

I wish I could disappear within 

This white and fade away,

Like your love faded long ago,

Like the memory of childhood 

After many years, 

I too wish I could vanish. 

I wish the snow would fall upon me

And bury me here, beneath my regrets; 

Your hearts are so far away from mine, 

Can you feel what I feel? 

Can you see what I see? 

Alas, if this continues, the snow shall 

Fall and break my body into nothing, 

Nothing more than a distant memory - 

Your love was nothing more than an illusion, 

Are you two even worth it? 

Is my family even worth it? 

I shall not disappear beneath this snow 

That plays with my body.