The Boy In A triangle - a queer romance novel

The last day

      It was the last day of hell- I mean school and I was sitting in my first period class waiting for the class bell to ring. When I saw a girl with long blond hair going down past her waist and baby blue eyes that made me think of the sky on a cloudy day walk into the classroom.Everyone wants to be friends with her because of her perpetual beauty. With the figure of a goddess, the voice of an angel, and poise of a professional ice skater. It was no surprise that she was popular. Hell, I'm even friends with her and I'm nowhere near popular. I mean i'm just the cliche quiet kid that was pretty obviously gay, but that comes in later.

      I was suddenly snapped out of my thoughts when the girl walked over to the empty desk next to me. My eyes followed her hand as she slid a note to me and then before I could ask any questions she got called to the office to leave. I looked at the note a bit before gently unfolding it. It read:

      Meet me outside the courtyard after school. i 'll be waiting! <3

      I looked around to see if anyone noticed the interaction. No one. I then realized I was going to be late for my second period.

      As I sat in my second period I couldn't get the note out of my head. I could imagine her soft voice saying the words to me as if she was sitting right there, and to be honest it was kinda creepy. I mean I had never talked to this girl before, I hardly even saw her in the halls. How was I to know she wasn't going to harm me or anything?! The possibilities started racing through my head. What if she hit me, or cut me, and make fun of me for being so naive?! Or maybe worse. Maybe I am just being naive but this really bothered me. As I sat there my face twisted into a look of worry and concern. I really couldn't trust my gut because of my anxiety so I had to take the risk.

                                                                                      Time skip

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      It was now the end of the day and as I exited the school the pit in my stomach grew deeper but I tried my best to ignore it and continue. When I got to the gate there she was the same girl I saw in the classroom, so I wasn't being delusional for once, but I couldn't help but let it cross my mind if my suspicions were true, was she going to do something to me? I shook the thoughts away as I started to approach her. I tried my best to put on a warm smile, but deep down I was so fucking tarified.

      " There you are. I thought you weren't coming"

      She said with a worried tone. Her expression was what wrenched my heart. Her usually soft fetchers were twisted into a look of worry and sadness.One single tear rolled down her eye and I couldn't help but feel bad for her. For some reason it felt like it was my fault. With me doubting her and her intentions it felt like I somehow caused her to feel bad about herself.

      She again snapped me out of my thoughts.

      " Anyway my name is Alice"

      I frankly was surprised at how forward she was.

      "O-Oh I'm James"

      I felt so stupid for stutring what if she gets the wrong idea?

Word count:3026