Is it Right? | PJM ✅️

Chapter 14

**** Jimin's POV ****
After she rushed out of the hotel I asked her,
Jimin :Are you ok? If you want we can cancel today and next few days plan.
Natasha : Why? Do you have any plans of your own?
Jimin : No no, I am just worried for you.
Natasha : Why? What happened to me? I am fine. Why asking?
Jimin : You do realise that you took your sanitary pad from your bag in front of me right?
Natasha *cursing herself inside* : He he he he. **awkward*
Jimin : You don't have to be awkward about it you know? You can talk about it if you are ok. Cause maybe we guys don't have it we know about it. You know?
Natasha just nodded her head.
Jimin : Are you in pain? I mean are you ok? Do you want something? Hot chocolate or anything?
Natasha : Relax relax, I took my medicine and I am fine Jimin. **oooppppssss**
Jimin : What? What did you say?
Natasha * tried to act cool but cursing herself for her slip of the tongue* : What? I didn't say anything.
Jimin * turns her to face him * : How long did you know about me?
Natasha : Listen I am sorry Mr. Park. I got the resemblance but didn't believe it. Then as the days passed by I realised that my guess was right. You are the Park Jimin. I am sorry Mr. Park not telling you.
Jimin * lightly put his finger on her chin and slowly lifted her face to look into her eyes* : Look in my eyes and relax. Why didn't you tell me earlier?
Natasha *with teary eyes* : I just didn't wanted you to feel uncomfortable and cautious as I am an army and you are an idol. I didn't wanted to make you feel that you should behave in a certain way and not feeling easy. I am sorry. I know how hard it is to cover your identity specially when you are an idol. I didn't want to blew that up. I am really sorry. I didn't want you to feel betrayed. I am sorry.
I don't know what happened to me I hugged her tightly into my arms. Looking at her teary eyes my heart ached. I couldn't help myself but hugged her tightly. God the feeling to be able to hold her in my arms was like heaven. Her small figure fitted perfect into my arms. She thought so much about me?! God! How can she be this perfect! I am totally crazy over her. I don't know she feels the same way or not.
After a moment I realised that I hugged her suddenly without her permission. So I slowly let go of her and said,
Jimin : I am sorry for this. But I understand why you kept it a secret. Thanks for being this understanding.
****Natasha's POV ****
I was at the verge of crying when I mistakenly called out Jimin by his name. I thought he would think that I am betraying him. But when he turned me and lifted my chin I got goosebumps by his touch. The man I love the most touched me. While I was explaining he hugged me tightly out of no where. I was surprised and my heart gone insane. I thought I will have a heart attack. After a while I got calm by his warmth. I have never experienced this warmth and secured in anyone's hug other than my mom and dad. But this feeling is more different. The warmth and secured feeling was like for ever. It's like I was longing for it for ever. In that hug I realised how lonely I was in my whole life. Now I know what I want and what I have to do. I am a person, I have my own will and identity. I am not here for living for others wish. I have my own wish too. I have never get that realisation in my entire life. Now I am determined what I want and what I have to do for it. Never had that assurance in my whole life. I can't thank the universe enough to give BTS specially this man Park Jimin in my life. I will always be grateful for that. Though he is not mine but his love gave me so many things that I can't even count.
My thoughts got interrupted as he slowly let me go of the hug and apologized for this sudden hug. Oh God! I am melting by his gestures. I am screaming internally but not to make it more awkward I just nodded my head. Then we continued our tour and he was so caring the whole day. He see me off at the hotel. Asked for his number and he gave it to me. Aaahhhhhh!!!! OMG OMG OMG! I GOT PARK JIMIN'S NUMBER!!!!! I was screaming internally but I kept calm and gave him my number too and returned to my room. Wow! Today I can't sleep I think. Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..... I let out a long screech. I was jumping around the whole room.