Their hands pressed me against the wall. The feeling of their skin drove me crazy and I tensed up. Their smile is so precious, you could sit there and look at them all day. It never gets old. Even the eyes. Something about them draws me in closer, wanting to be pulled in closer and held, wanting the feeling on comfort and passion.
I looked up into the eyes i love so much, and there goes the feeling again. There wasn't much conversation, just staring at each other blankly, like we were waiting for the other to say something...anything. please just say something. My mind was racing as I wanted to grab their face and talk with no words. My hands and lips were on the same page, but I didnt want to ruin the one thing I have with them.
"I love you"
Its like the words just blurted out, without me moving my mouth. Why the fuck did I say anything! Everything was getting louder the walls were closing in and I couldn't breathe. Their eyes stared at me like they could see right through me, my eyes started to tear up. Please just dont hate me-
"I love you too"
And here we go, completely silent. Maybe we were both processing what we said. Maybe they just regretted the words they spoke. Maybe I was only dreaming.
The bell rang soon after
"Text me later?" Though said in a friendly tone, my eyes lit up. The night was magical, checking my phone every second to see if I got a text. I hadn't felt it in a while and it was...special. I sent them a smile with the words "cant wait to see you tomorrow :)"
I soon fell asleep after an hour or so. That morning I jumped up and got all dressed up. I wore a dress that makes me seem skinny, for once I was determined to get to school early. I packed my bag and got my keys. This wasn't my normal time of waking up so I was falling asleep on the train. Worth it. I arrived at school and waited in front of the school.
Here they come!
W-wait why did they just walk by.
.....
Hours passed, we didn't even talk. Did I do something wrong? Do I text them and say hello? Let me go see what is happening. I looked in their class and there they were. With someone else. Laughing and smiling. Holding hands..
They looked at the door to see me looking at them. We made eye contact for what seemed like hours.
I cried a bit as I finally realized.
This was a one way street of feelings, and those eyes I love, don't love me back.
