2:22 am
there is a place that I come every day. a place, where i am feeling safe, warm, calm and happy. although it's a place that I'm not really welcome and can see it only when I close my eyes, it still gives me peace and a feeling of relief. a feeling of home. a feeling of home when I'm not even feeling home at my own house. and when I'm at this place, I can finally feel that I'm alive. because you changed me. and because of you I am who I am now. but I still wish sometimes that I did not know the answer at all because not knowing anything can be the only key to freedom. sometimes. maybe. i still have not figured it out yet. and people might think that I am wasting my time while thinking about it. but i still believe. i will.
2022-01-11 - 05-08
