"Am i what??" I asked him curiously
"Are you engaged?!" Nagtataka niyang tinanong habang naka titig sa ring finger ko.
"Ahh! This?" I showed up my ring "Yes i am" i answered straight
"W-what??.. i mean c-congrats!!" He congratulate me
"Thank you!!" I said and smiled happily
"So you already moved on??" He asked " s-sorry..." he added
"It's fine, hindi ba obvious??" I sarcastically asked
"I can't believe you are getting married, hmm with whom?" He asked and hindi talaga siya makapaniwala saakin
"With my boyfriend in America tomorrow andito na siya sa Philippines" i told him he got really shocked
"American?" He asked me
" no, Half korean Half Pinoy! Haha" i answered
"Pakilala mo naman!" He said
"Sure!!" Masaya kong saad dito
"Buti kapa naka moved on na" he sadly said
"Ha? W-what do you mean.. h-hindi kapa ba nag mo-move on saakin!" Nag tataka kong tanong
"No, not me.. m-my brother" he said and looked away
"A-uhm.. she had his girlfriend and matagal na kaming wala you know that simon mag 9 years na kaming wala well i calculated it, since the day he left and the day i moved" i said
"They broke up already 5 years ago.. and it's really a big tragedy for kuya when you left him" he said with his sad tones..
"U-uhm don't make me guilty naman! It's for our own good.." i said and scratch my forehead
"For your good arianna.. it never been good for sands" he said so i gut stunned
"Hmm... do i look like selfish now?? M-mali ba yung ginawa ko?. Hindi ba dapat patas na kami don? He had her girlfriend the day i moved in America
h-hindi paba kami patas non?" Naguguluhan kong saad"S-sorry to mix up your mind.. i'm just telling you that" he said and look straight at me "And it's the right decision to choose yourself muna.. and look you are healed!" Nakangiti niyang saad
"G-go on tell me what happened to sandro when i left the country" i asked i'm curious about it
"The day you left.. it's really a nightmare to him he always get drunk as in everyday buti nga ngayon kahit pa paano ayos na siya.. he almost died" he said, nagulat ako don!
"A-anong muntik nang mamatay?!" Naguguluhan kong tanong
"H-he drink pills.." he said quietly para akong binuhusan ng malamig na tubig sa mga narinig bakit ganon pag saakin selfish?? Pag saakin unfair? Bakit pag siya yung nang iwan bakit halos ayos lang ..
"Buti nabuhay.." i weirdly said
"Well.. buti umabot pa sa Hospital" he said and it looks painful for him.
Simon's FLASHBACK
"Sands come-on faster, we're getting late!!" I'm knocking at his room right now, paano ayaw pang lumabas ng kwarto.
"Sands open the door can you?" Pilit kong kinakatok but parang walang tao
"Manang get the key please" i pleased our maid
"Sir here" she lend me the key and it slowly opened i search for him but none i go on his bathroom and...
YOU ARE READING
I'm his private girlfriend
Fanfiction!!! EDITING !!! Always going to fight over fear for the selfish pain because It was worth it everytime. If our love's insanity then, why are you my clarity? *Big credits to Georjie Lee for my story cover*