(I'm sorry this is my first time writing just comment what do I need to improve hehe)
CHAPTER 1
Saturday
Y/N'S
I can't think straight right now all my thoughts already faded. I'm so tired all I think right now is rest some good shower, bed and food. I never had an rest this week because my schedule is fully packed I can't even complain because I agree to it. I barely sleep. I barely eat, sometimes I forgot to eat just because I was so caught up on my on going event. It's hard to have a life like this but I enjoyed it, I enjoyed making my own money even tho I have my parents that willing to provide for my needs and wants but hey, I'm not like other kids that they lean on their parents. I want to stand on my own feet and I want to make my own money because I work hard for it. When I was a trainee it's really hard I admit I need help from my parents at that time because of the expenses.
Oh sorry if I'm being dramatic, uhm I'm Park Y/FN you can call me Y/N/N or love, baby, jagi, yeobo. Nah just kidding and no I'm not a flirt okay. I'm 22 years old and yes I'm an Idol I start working in music industry when I was 17 years old I worked hard for this dream. I debuted when I was 21 years old. My parents don't want me to be in the music industry first because they want me to be on the business industry.
Flashback...
I got an email from the company that I want to audition to be an idol. My heart is beating crazily and I read and read again the email that I received and YES!! it was true! That I got accepted to YG COMPANY! this is my 2nd dream If I can't be in the medical field I will do my very best to be in the music industry.
During dinner time the Park family having a peaceful dinner when suddenly..
"Eomma Appa I want to say something to you" I nervously ask.
"What is it, honey?" They stare at me and I got really really nervous I'm just hoping that they will approve on my decision. It's like I'm in the court room they're the judge HAHAHA but anyways it's now or never.
"Tell us, Y/N" in a lower voice tone. Fuck it shivers my skin. This is nerve-wracking.
"Ah ye-yeah, s-so *ahem* so IgotanemailfromYGcomapnyandtheywanttotrainemetobeanidol," I say it in the speed of light. Their faces are like WHAT?. I know it's just that this is fucking stressing me out.
My parents frown and ask again to repeat what did I say
"So, I got an email from YG COMPANY and they want to train me to be an idol."
"NO, you're supposed to be the next CEO of our company your future is already planned don't ruin it," Dad say with low voice.
"But Appa I don't want to be in the business industry! I don't want to travel abroad just to meet a client or investors" my tears threatening to fall already and I saw her eyes softened and I saw a guiltiness in his eyes.
"Honey you do know that in the music industry it's hard right?" She take my hand and say " But if you want in the music industry I will support you and I will be your number 1 fan already okay?" she wipes my tears that unconsciously fall and smiles on me and hugs me while rubbing my back.
"Thank you so much mom" I kiss her on the cheek and smile.
I look in the direction of my dad and he signs to come over to him and I gladly obeyed I come over to him and he stood up and hug me and says
" I'm so sorry for being hard on you earlier baby it's just that it's all of a sudden and you're my only child and I want the best for you. Please don't hate appa okay? If you are determined already I guess I can't stop my baby from doing what she wants" I pulled away from our hug and I stare at him and smile.
"Ohh I hate that smile, hmm I was actually thinking I don't want you to be in the music industry, no don't go there! Just here I will train you to be a great and kind and helpful CEO ;like your father, I will give you a thousand of bags, clothes, house that you can have a party in there and play or you can rebuild it if your bored. Hmm how's that?" he playfully says to me while wiggling his eyebrow and I saw my mom that was just laughing because of my dad's childishness
"APPAAA!!" I smack his arms and I started to laugh with them.
"Just be careful and update us no matter what we will wait for you okay? Be a good and kind girl for appa and eomma arasso? FIGHTING MY BABY!" my mom says to me and we group hug.
End of Flashback
i love my parents so much they have been supportive ever since I want to be in this industry and I'm really really thankful for that. But no one knows that we have a business I don't want to brag but my parents business are almost all around the world our company's name called LM INC. I never really complain about my parents absence because I know they do that for me and they do that because they want to have a good life and they want me to be comfortable. I don't want to brag that we have a massive company because I don't want it. Meh, I don't like compliments because I don't know what to respond I get shy when someone compliments me.
Anyways..
I just got finished my last photoshoot for today, and I'm excited because it's finally my rest day. I can sleep all day, I was so exhausted right now. I check the time it's already 5:00 in the morning. Sometimes I wonder how can I keep up with this. I'm about to go the company's car when someone approached me asking for autographs and pictures just a couple of people so it doesn't take too much time and I'm happy because I'm interacting with my supporters, I really love them.
"Hi miss Park I'm a really fan of yours can I have a picture with you and can you signed my shirt? Please?" the girl approached me the sound of her voice is really sweet and kind. I smiled at her and nodded.
"Oh hi there, yeah sure come here let's take a picture don't call me Ms. okay? Y/N will be fine"I showed her my famous kind smile and I hug her in the picture she seems so nervous. I want them to be comfortable with me. so I said to her " don't be nervous please am I not kind?" I pout. She squeals and a couple of people laughed at us and they recorded my interaction with them I'm thankful they are so kind to me it feels like I have a lot of friends. "oh my god no don't pout you're so kind hihi"
"btw where can I sign?" I asked while smiling at them.
"oh here in my shirt" she says with the happiness in her eyes.
"no I don't want to ruin your shirt can I sign on paper or in other but not in the shirt please?" I ask.
"you're really kind Y/N-ah hihi okay here is my notebook so I have the motivation to go to school every day" she says and I gladly sign her notebook not forgetting to have a note that "you can do this and you're strong! Fighting!" I gave it back to her.
I interact more with them telling some jokes, laughing with them and they say that they are really proud in me and I get shy and also happy because I make them proud hihi. I decided to go home already because I want to take a rest and my manager is calling me already.
I have a great ending today so I talk to my parents and tell them that I interact in some of my fans. They are really happy and I'm also happy with that.
