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Its been three years since i got out of a toxic relationship.
Imagine that, 3 years yet i still feel like i'm being haunted by those words

"worthless"
"trash"
"selfish"
"idiot"
"animal"

Haunted by his words, forever carved in my heart and replaying in my memories.

Those words that made me question my own self worth.

"am i really selfish? Worthless? Trash? Idiot?"

I wonder,  why did he said that?

Feeling worthless and all ,yet i still stayed.

" i don't like it when you do this,"
"I dont like this and that about you. "

I wonder why can't he like me for who i am

With the repeated patterns of this and thats.

With all those verbal and physical abuse.

Why did i stay?

Why am i fighting a battle i cant win?

I wonder why and i wonder how

Someone love another someone wholeheartedly despite getting hurt

I wonder why..

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⏰ Huling update: Jul 12, 2019 ⏰

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