Made For Revenge

24 - Dear Old friend

Tears fell down my pale skin, as continued to gaze at the bitter reality. My torn heart breaking into pieces again.

I didn't know what to feel or know anything. who to believe, who did not. Maybe this is fake, maybe Namjoon knew I would see this, maybe all this was not real but no....

My entire existence was a lie, a freaking lie.

Everything was shattering like glass. If I pick up those pieces, it will just bruise my delicate hands if I do the exact with my life it will just sting me more until I bleed to death.

I sank into the seat with sorrow and glared into the dark gloomy depths of the night, the night which now became hopeless and empty, the night which seemed unrealistic now felt pathetic.

Life seemed so meaningless now. I felt too disgusted just thinking about my father.

I look down to see his sickening face, an urge pounded on my heart to rip it. My heavy tears fall on his image. Everything came to me, from the murder of my mom to my kidnapping, he was the reason every time.

" I hate you so much. "I FREAKING HATE YOU DAD" I yelled. My hands were trembling as they held my hair tightly, my eyes felt so heavy my lips couldn't say anything.

It wasn't the word 'mafia' that broke my heart but me who lived her life like blind.

I knew nothing, I don't even know who I was.

Audible sounds of footsteps snapped my ear, "Y/n" the low voice called me as it saw me in grief.

"You knew everything, didn't you? You knew I was like one of you. You knew I needed to know the truth but still, you didn't tell me. Shouldn't I be the one to know this too? Was I so unimportant that you all let me live in a tale? You all are the same as my father, you are just like him a monster. "I drew a long puff not noticing who it is, I am exhausted.

"Did you want me broken?

Well, I am, are you happy? Are you happy seeing me weak? I don't even know why I am with you, Why do I even worry about you all, Why do I want to be with you all? I hate you all, never show your faces. I HATE YOU" I look up with my blurry eyes, to see the person.

SUHO POV

I look down at her. Her eyes were filled with rage and tears as it flooded down, her eyes saying to me how much she despised it.

Her face was faint, her lips were shivering. She was a mess. I looked down at the file, she now knew everything.

"I am sorry, I didn't want you to get hurt Y/n. Your dad is risky we don't even know if you are what you say to us"
"SHUT UP" I back up as she came close to me,

"Never Ever Talk To Me"

She stormed out, I couldn't control it not anymore. "You don't know Y/n how much I hate you too, How much I want to destroy you too. You don't realize how much pain you caused me and Taehyung."

I stopped her, her face was stunned. "W-What? I didnt even do anything" I snickered in agony as a tear fell recalling the pain she caused us.

"Of course you don't, but you should know you are a monster too" I spat at her.

[FLASHBACK]

"Suho and Taehyung come here love" A familiar voice startled me as I shot an arrow at my target. Looking back, I finally saw him.

"Dad," I softly mumbled as tears built up in my eyes. "I was so scared, Are you okay?" I hugged him tightly as his warm big hands held me near, earning me feel safe again.

He smiled, wiping my warm tears off as he came face to face. "Yes Suho, don't worry much. I am right here safe and fine." He glanced back, My lovely mother standing in front of us gawking at us with love. "She is just like you Harin, I missed you all" mother giggled as she picked me up "I know Jihoon, they are wonderful."

"Taehyung darling, won't you greet your father?" My mother called Taehyung but he never peeked at us.

Taehyung since youth was a person who couldn't express his feelings much and now he is 15 and I am 13 but still the same. "I see Taehyung you don't miss your dad much, do you?"

He showed his fake pouty face again making all of us giggle. "No, I am happy" Taehyung finally uttered, I knew he adored us but couldn't convey it to us.

"Can I at least get a Hug from my beloved son?" He opened his hands ready to hug Tae anytime.

For the first time, Taehyung went to dad and nuzzled him too. "Look at you, getting so romantic to us. I love you my Winter bear"

Winter bear, my dad gave Tae this name as he was born in winter and he loved teddy bears when he was 4 years old.

Taehyung always hated this name, but deep down I knew he admired it. "DAD!! Stop calling me that. You know I hate it." "Taehyung I know but I love it." Dad made a funny face making Tae laugh.

"HEYY!! WHAT ABOUT ME DAD" I shouted as jealousy rose in me. "Suho Darling you come here, Your dad doesn't love you." My mother hugged me, While we two stuck our tongue out to tease the boys.

"Hey come on, I love you all a lot. Let me show you all" My dad said running to us to tickle. Laughing like crazy I admired this moment so much, I just want my life to be like this eternity.

But unfortunately, things don't work out as we wish.....

[A FEW DAYS LATER]

AUTHOR POV

*Ring Ring*

"Hello, I am Chunga from Eagles. How Can I help you?"

"Hello Chunga, I am Kim Daeho, the leader of Archer. You may know me. I wanted to talk to Jihoon, tell him it has been a long time since we met, old friend."

"Yes sir, I will inform you of your message to him as soon as possible. Anything else sir?"

"No, Thank you Chunga. Bye"

"Bye sir"

Ending the call, Chunga, the assistant of Kim Jihoon, went to the meeting room.

Knocking the door lightly, Jihoon's heavy voice instructed her to come in. "Yes Chunga, what is it?"

"Sir It's the Archer." She huffed nervously, as Jihoon's body became stiff listening to the name.

"Archer... How? What do they want now?" "He told me to inform you of his message that it has been a long time since you two met. Sir, I don't think you should go, we all know how much a snake he is."

"I know Chunga, but if we turn him down he will belittle us and I don't want our name to be wrecked by that man. And it has been a long time too. Let's hope he gives us decent news this time. Text him that we are meeting at our secret beach." Chunga sighed deeply, worrying about Jihoon.

"But sir are you sure? Should I send it back up?"

"No don't, he is a clever fox he will instantly know about it and it will cause great damage to us. We have to do this Chunga now tell him my word. You are dismissed."

"Yes sir"

As Chunga left, Jihoon started to recollect everything from their friendship to his harsh words.

Abruptly his thoughts got disturbed by a message. "We shall meet again today in the evening Jihoon, my old friend" Jihoon grinned, he knew the storm will come now and he was ready. He stood up to wear his big brown coat, preparing to meet him.

Entering their secret beach again, getting all nostalgic from the memories that took place here.

"I see, you came" his voice chimed to Jihoon. "I do keep my word Daeho." They both chuckled as they hugged each other tightly.

"It's been a long time, I guess fate wants us to meet each other," Daeho said.