Sometimes I think we could be so perfect together, and i get so giddy and happy. Dreaming of a future with you in it. The two of us together, sun and moon. Two old souls learning to live in a modern world, fast evolving and longing to hold each other. Tears stream down my face thinking about it, deep down i know, it's just fake pretend.
I don't dare to say what I feel is love, love is something I've never felt before. Caring for someone so deeply is alien to me.
You make me want to be better, to improve and rise against the odds, your existence gives me hope of a future I never thought of before. And I feel like such hypocrite, for wanting something that always despise before you. Changing for someone, i said, was always i dreaded and frown upon. Falling in love, was never in my plans. But, is this love anyways?
I've been a fool, dreaming of you. Thinking we have a future. I fell in love with the thought of you, with the way you show love and the way you give hugs to everyone you care for. Longing to be one of the lucky ones, to be near you, feeling your warmth around me and showing you my love. You say you want a real connection, someone genuine who loves you for you and not for the name you've built for yourself. And I'm afraid that someone might not be me, I'm afraid that by loving your persona I'm pushing myself away from you. I'm such a fool to think that you and I could ever be real, we're so far apart. Too distant, too similar and yet too different. You're the sun, biggest and brightest star, with all the planets orbiting around you, giving them light. I'm the moon, a small satellite, dependant and insignificant. Always away and never meant to meet.
I don't dare to say what I feel is love, love is something I've never felt before. Caring for someone so deeply is alien to me.
I'm such a fool to think with you and I have something especial. Like me, there are millions. Dreaming, hoping, fake believing.
Creating fake scenarios, pretending that is love. When in truth, love is something I've never felt before. how can you see a small satellite when there are millions of bright and beautiful stars around?
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Broken thoughts of a lonely heart
PoesíaThis is a word dump, just a way for me to drain my feelings and not drown in them. To whoever this is, really hope you never come across this... Still love you, you're the love of my life and it's a shame i just realize that ... don't know how many...
