I skip lunch and just lay on my bunk thinking about Seth, why couldn't he just let me get jumped or something I don't want to be a bitch, that's like being less than a human here. I have no choice but to listen to him unless I want to be beaten he made that part clear before he left for lunch. He said "You are my bitch know and thanks to me you wont be getting raped and beat anymore unless you get me mad or upset I will not think twice of beating you know, understood?" And like the good bitch I am I just starred at him shocked and nodded, he said to meet him at the basket ball court during rec. Rec starts in five minutes and in my little bout of defiance I decide to wait t'ill the last minute to get up and go and of course I'm late. Seth is glaring at me from across the field and I start to walk over to him very slowly trying to find a way out of this every step of the way, "What the fuck took you do long!?" Seth shouts at me grabbing my arm and pulling it ruffly "I'm sorry, Se." He cuts me off slapping me across the face quickly "You don't call me Seth anymore it's daddy...a matter a fact you don't talk unless spoken to from know on...Got it bitch?" I nod quickly really starting to get scared, what the fuck happened to the Seth who actually treated me somewhat like a friend. "Know go sit on the bleachers and wait for me to be done my game." I take a deep breath "O-ok S-d-daddy." My pride there and then. He smirks and I as told walk to the bleachers and sit down for the longest hour of my life.
A few other bitches are sitting at the bleachers they're all talking excitedly and acting some what happily, doesn't it bother them knowing they're nothing but a slab of meat to the others. I get lost in my thoughts, "So you've finally given in and got someone to actually take you?" Jewl asks. I glare at him "Die in hell bitch." He giggles 'you really want to go there?' And before I can stop myself I tackle the idiot to the ground and start to beat the shit out of him. "FUCK YOU!!!" I shout at him and suddenly two huge arms wrap around my waist and pull me off him. I fight to get away and the guy drops me and slaps me across the face, hard enough for me to feel my teeth clatter together. I touch my cheek with my hand and look up at Seth shocked "W-what was that for?" He glares down at me than kicks me in the ribs, on instinct I curl into a ball, he glares at me before turning to Mason "Sorry man I still have to teach him some manners." Mason chuckles before slapping Jewl upside the head "Yeah my boy can be a real idiot sometimes, so don't hurt him to much." Seth chuckles "Nah I have to train the bitch anyway." They both chuckle and Jewl looks pathetic trying to get Mason to forgive him, Mason is just giving him the cold shoulder. After Seth and Mason are done talking Seth turns back to me, I'm still curled up in a ball clutching my stomach it feels like he hit me with fucking metal bat! "Get up." He hiss's at me. I nod and slowly stand he grabs me by the hair and drag me back to the prison doors to get back in to our cell, the guards check us quickly than let us in. Seth drags me to the cell and throws me on the ground.
I try to get back up but he pushes me down, "Stay down, it'll hurt less." He glares at me I nod and try to curl up tears already coming to my eyes, he starts to beat me brutally. He repeatedly kicks me and hits me until i'm laying on the ground sobbing from the pain, how can a man be this strong this brutally mean to be able to do this to me. I curl into myself sobbing harder than ever, he glances down at me before snarling at me "get up." I shake my head "I-i think I-i-i broke everything.." A sob wracks my body. He glares down at me "You broke fuck all I made sure that you didn't know get up before I make you." I nod just slightly before biting back every once of pain that's running through me right know, I stand on shaky legs and like a little kid rub my nose and cry a little harder before my legs give out completely and I fall forward, Seth catches me and pulls me to his chest and gently strokes my back, "Shh don't worry, you'll learn and you won't get hurt anymore..." I sob knowing that I'll end up messing up again and it'll just get worth. He strokes my back for a little while longer until he lays me down on his bunk and cuddles me, after he falls asleep I try to get away from him but I stop realising that if he wakes up he'll just be madder and beat me again, so I just lay there and let him hold me. He sleeps until the bell for diner rings and he gets up and stretches I stay on the bed not moving until he signals for me to follow.
I stay close to him limping and walking kinda like a robot I'm still sore everywhere and I feel like I'm going to fall apart, everyone is watching me making me feel like shit, like a bitch. Jewl chuckles when he sees me and I almost lunge at him but I bite it back when Seth shoots me a look and I stop and just follow behind him. He grabs two trays of food and instead of me sitting where I normally would I sit next to Seth with his friends they'res a few other boys about my side who are staying quiet too, I glare down at the food and the thought of it even makes me wan't to barf. "Eat." Seth says. "I-i can't my stomach is bothering me..." Seth slams his fork down "Eat, or I'll force feed you!" I flinch when he says that and I start to eat slowly, I have about five bites before looking up at Seth "My stomach hurts I can't eat anymore without throwing up." He looks me up and down and puts his hand on my head checking for a fever "You don't have a fever...eat a bit more than you can quit." He goes back to talking to his friends and I eat a little more than leave it alone, I lean back in my chair and look down at my lap refusing to make eye contact with anyone I don't want them to see my bruises. I feel like I have no pride left like I just turned into a toy not a person not a man a toy, Seth runs his fingers through my hair "You should grow it out more." I look at him "Are you asking me or telling me?" I snap at him accidental, he raises his eye brow at me "I was asking but know i'm telling you're growing you're hair out until I say otherwise." I look down and nod. One of the men chuckles "He's still giving you trouble, your last bitch was like a submissive puppy." Seth chuckles "Yeah but he's learning...I taught him his first lesson just a few hours ago. Show them the bruises." I look at Seth begging him with my eyes. He just nods to his friends so I stand and show them the bruises on my ribs back and face. They whistle in admiration "Wow Seth you get to the point." "Yea boy look at him back!" A bunch of them start talking.
I sit back down and blush, "D-d-daddy." I force myself to say "Can I go back to our cell, please..." He chuckles "Ok you can but if you stop to talk to anyone I will find out and you will be in trouble." I nod and make a straight v-line for our cell and fall in my bed. Maybe if I'm sleeping when he gets back I won't have to sleep with him. So I lay down and close my eyes and pray, P.R.A.Y that everything that happened was a fucking dream. A fucking messed up dream.
