(A/N: Hello world, it's me, back with my first fanfic for 2022! 😁
A little while back I found out what happens at the end for Spider Man No Way Home, and I was DEVASTATED! 😭 (No, I'm not going to say what happens, bc I don't want to spoil the movie for you guys. Go see it, and all this will make more sense.)
BUT THEN, I thought, just bc Peter won't talk to his friends ATM, doesn't mean he won't ever! (Wait a sec, did I just reveal a partial spoiler? Oops! 🤭)
So here we are, at this one shot. Forgive me if I'm inaccurate to Peter's character bc I have never seen a Spider Man movie!
Enjoy, and I hope you guys have a great 2022!)
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Dear MJ,
I honestly have no idea why I'm writing this letter to you, cause I'm not gonna send it, so you won't get to read it. But I just really needed to get all this off my chest.
MJ, I miss you. I miss you so much. I miss your laughter, your smile, the sound of your voice. I miss how you were always there for me, I miss our awkward conversations. Heck, I even miss you calling me a dork or loser. I knew you just meant it playfully.
I'm doing okay at the moment. There's not really many times the city needs their friendly neighbourhood Spider Man right now, so I'm spending a lot of time in my apartment. It's still a little bare cause I moved in in like a week or two ago, but I'm working on putting some stuff up on the walls, if the landlord will let me, of course.
The only complaint I guess I do have is...... is that it's lonely at night. Sometimes at like three, four AM, I swear I can feel you again. But I know you're not there, you're in your bed, probably not missing me, because you've forgotten I exist.
Oh God, sorry. Was that harsh?
I hope you're okay too.
And one more thing, I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry the memories we made were erased. But I'll make it up to you, I promise.
Look, I'll try and talk to you and Ned again soon. When I get my head together. It may take a while before I see you again, but our paths will cross eventually. I promise. Losing you, Ned, AND Aunt May hasn't been good for me (well duh, obviously, since losing someone you love is never a good thing.)
Oh jeez, I'm starting to feel like I've made this "letter" an all about me thing, but I just really need to write how I feel at the moment.
It's getting late. I'd better go try and make dinner.
No matter what or how long it takes, I will help you remember.
I love you.
From,
Peter Parker.
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(A/N: Oh man, I feel so much better after writing this.
Ofc, I'm still angry at the MCU for making that ending, but not like really roaring angry anymore.
Also, I like to imagine the two people in the picture at the start are Peter and MJ (a non whitewashed MJ, bc whitewashing isn't ok)
(Pssst, when I say MJ, I mean Michelle Jones, not Mary Jane Watson, for those who don't know.)
I'm typing this on my iPad btw, so I can't put any song links in this oneshot! (Waaaah! 😭) Oh well, I guess I'll just have to describe what songs I would use.
I think for this I'd either use 'Ghost' by Justin Bieber, (I think it'd really fit with the theme, especially the "I miss you more than life" line) or 'Surrender' by Natalie Taylor (both slowed and reverb, those versions are so much better IMO)
Ok, I'll see you guys in my next story. Which I have no idea when I will release it or what it will be about. Hmm, maybe I'll do a sort-of sequel to this which explains MJ's side of the story? Yeah, maybe, eventually 😂.
The cover and artwork at the start don't belong to me btw! All credit goes to the artists that made them.
Byeeeeeee for now! 😁❤️)
