i wish i could say that i love you without any fear. Fear that everyone is lying to me when they say it
That everyone is fake.
That i am fake.
Sometime i wish i was fake, for just one day, just one day. Dont feel all of this emotion.
But i'm not.
I wish i could be me, not a clay boy that you model like you want.
But maybe it's me who clay myself?
Maybe thats all i can do.
I don't know.
Maybe i'm too scare, maybe thats too soon.
If i were me, would you like me?
Listen to all my tough, my laugh, my paranoia at 3 am.
This same paranoia that block me, petrify me.
Please tell me the truth, grab my hands and tell me the truth.
Tell me you love me even if you dont, tell me you wont leave me, tell me everything is fine even if its fake.
I dont care, because my tough would knew it.
You dont need to leave me to destroy me.
Say an i love you and you will.
