Sex Therapist - BTS KTH

Chapter Two

Its now been 3 months since me and Haneul have last had sex and I'm starting to worry. We have gone weeks before maybe a month or two but never 3 months. Something is wrong but I can't figure out what it is. Maybe his older age is catching up to him. I know hes only 31 but still, he may not be thinking about sex as much as me. Honestly he may have not even noticed its been 3 months yet, he has been very busy with work since he was promoted. I sighed pouring my cup of coffee and sitting at my desk. I work from home as a photographer. It was my dream to have a small business of my own, taking and editing photos. I make a decent amount when the work is steady. I scrolled through the hundreds of photos I had taken from my last photo-shoot. It was a wedding and it was beautiful. The couple looked so happy, they are only young which may explain them hiring me as I don't charge a lot for my shoots, I don't have a big enough client base to charge more yet. "I bet there sex life is amazing" I sighed to myself looking at the new edited photo.

After finishing up on the photos and sending off the edited photos to the email I had been given I decided on playing on my phone, just scrolling through whatever social media and looking at random posts that have been made. Trying to keep myself occupied for the next few hours until Haneul would come home and I could start cooking. I laid on my back on the couch looking over a few emails and then social media again. An ad caught my eye. I clicked the link and opened a new web browser seeing a professional looking website. I scrolled on the website sitting up properly whilst reading. 'Dr Kim' Sex therapist. I looked through the reviews for this Dr Kim and they all seemed really positive. It intrigued me, to think they had a therapist to help with your sexual problems, or get to learn new things about yourself.

"Dr Kim really helped me and my husband to refresh our sex lives! They are very down to earth and trustworthy, not once did they make me feel uncomfortable or judged! Highly recommend"

"Dr Kim helped me understand my own body better! Helping me with small steps to figure out what I may enjoy! Very nice appointment times and flexibility"

I kept reading these reviews for a while before looking up the address of this Dr Kims office. It was around a 20 minute car drive away, that's basically nothing. This whole idea really stuck in my head, whats the harm in trying to get an appointment? I could always just not go again if it isn't for me. I stalked the page a little longer to try find a picture of the Doctor but I couldn't find one at all, a little strange but nonetheless, I found the contact information and emailed about booking an appointment. It will only be 195000 won (£119/$162) for an hours session according to the website, that isn't too expensive for me to at least try. I was getting a little excited now to go to this session and meet this person. From the reviews they are practically a miracle worker, I could really use some spicing up in my relationship. Maybe Haneul will be a little more active with me after some sessions if they go well. He may even start to last longer again if I learn more about what is good and what is bad.

I spent most the day waiting for an email back from the office. I had a lot of free time until I next get a shoot. So anytime would really suit me. Looking up at the ceiling laid on my back, I was picturing what I have done lately to make myself less attractive. I huffed out a little as I checked my email for what felt like the 90th time in a few hours. There it is! A response! I quickly sat up straight and opened the email getting giddy.

'Dr Kim has availability in 3 days at 2pm for an hours session, we do ask you to pay in advance, first session will be 195000 won we accept cash or credit. Thank you for choosing us. Please text this number to confirm the session by stating full name and the date and time we have selected if there will be more than one person attending an additional fee may be added, and please state the other persons full name and your relationship. Only use this number for confirmations or rescheduling purposes please. ***********.

-Mrs Jun'

I giggled slightly reading the email, quickly adding the number to my phone and sending a confirmation text "Signed Miss Min Ari" I whispered out loud as I finished the text to confirm. I was getting giddy only 3 days till I get to this session, I was really hoping it would make things better for me, or even teach me some new things about myself. Maybe I could start to enjoy having sex more if I learnt how to enjoy it.

The next hours went fast until Haneul got home and I started to cook dinner as I usually would, he was sat in-front of the television watching something. I was humming songs to myself walking around the kitchen preparing the plates and glasses of beer. We sat and ate in silence Haneul was extra quiet this evening I wondered if work had been difficult today, I stared at him for a few seconds deciding if I should ask. "So Haneul how was work? You seem to be in a trance?" I tried to smile sweetly at him, he didn't even bother to look up at me when I was talking. "It was fine, I just have some extra work to do" he grunted out slightly, I just nodded quietly looking back down at my food. Maybe I shouldn't have asked I clearly bothered him out of this little thing he has going on.

I cleaned our plates and glasses, wanting this tension we had going on after my birthday to go away. The fact I kissed him and tried may have upset him but he hasn't said anything about it. He hasn't made and advances or said anything sweet. I don't think I will apologise for trying to sleep with my boyfriend, it's natural in a relationship. I sighed a little putting the plates away. Why does it have to be so complicated?