Emotional

DEVALUED

DEVALUED

An old currency I am
An old story I am
Best suit in books of history
With new currency
I am devalued

My place not in the banks
Not anymore
Maybe if favored I'll be archived
With less value on me
Just for history lesson
I am devalued.

I no longer play in the forex exchange
My gaming tactics lost meaning
With the new entry of the heavy new currency
I am devalued.

Scared I am always.
Music of fear on hundred replays.
I try so hard to man up.
But the street shuts me up.
I am devalued.

She says I ain't fit no more
She sees me as a play toy.
She say I ain't her worth
That say my words lack touch.
I am devalued.

I make efforts to reach out
Thinking its a show of care
A nag and pain I am
So, I fearfully keep mute.
Because I am devalued.

She mutes with pride
I open a convo but
Choking into my breathe
Closing my buccal shutter.
I run to quietness for shelter.
I lost value in her eyes.

My heart goes out to her
Daily she see me as a problem.
The more I speak.
The more she try to get my spirit weak.
I lost value with a probable new entry.

Am an old currency
Devalued and despised.
In the street am hidden in visions blur.
Shushing me with a slur.
Am an old devalued currency.

I won't be engaged
For I lost value.
I won't be invited
For I lost value.
I won't be kept
I got no value.
I'll neither be looked at
Nor wanted
That's me. Devalued.

Lord i ask for strength.
To face persecution at any length.
Grant me untold peace.
Let the street taste of your piece.
For you only know my worth.

The price I pay
When the new currency set in.
You see
Devalued.

@kitt kevines
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