My digital lover (On Hold)

Dream boy

I wasn't going to finish fixing his looks today and I had named him Mifuki, looked at my digital boy I've made.
He's a boy I've made up fully by my own fantasy.
From personality to looks and name.
Though I hadn't done anything of that yet except name then.
I am Sakine akasuka and I'm a 15 year old loner , while Mifukis 14 year old inoccent boy.

His made shorter than me and now I made up my mind about how he'd look like.
Black hair and purple galaxy eyes.
His style wasn't that complicated.
A cute blue galaxy sweather with a white collared shirt under and a cute black bow. He had a black pair of knee ripped jeans and pastel purple high vans.
He had fluffy hair or it looked so.
If only he were real thought..

He was a virgin and really creative.
His favourite food were gyoza and sushi.
His happy as long as his not left out or lonely.
His cute and caring, even sleeps beside me.
He can play violin and drums, he seems cool and does some carefree things but he still likes you.

While I'm just the annoyed loner in school that no one likes or knows, I can play guitar, piano, cello, triangle and synth. I am quite the musical person.
Yet no one will ever like me in school.
Only the douches with 'swag' would get to be popular.
I am that scene boy, some people wish to be like and some just hates.
The girls quite like me, yes the fake bitches too.
However I don't like girls, I'm not even straight or bisexual.
I'm pure and straight up Gay.
I'm proud and not scared to say it either.

My hair is mermaid green mixed with blue.
Wich made a awesome colour by me and I loved it.
It made my self esteem feel better at least.
I have green eyes that almost shine too.
Well that was my looks, then i always had ripped jeans and just some
t-shirt and hoodie if it were cold seasons.
I had beanie sometimes and even sometimes a hat.

I sighed and went my focus back to the pc screen.
"Mifuki if only you were real, you would'ive been all i'd ever need."
I whispered to the computer screen, then saved my done Mifuki and shut off the computer screen and went to sleep. My eyes shut once i'd curled up under my covers.
I woke up by my alarm song Death should not have taken thee - Vocaloid kagamine Len and Rin.

I put it on snooze and turned around in my bed to the opposite side to the phone. 10 minutes later it was ringing again and I turned it off.

I went out fo bed as always and took some basic ripped jeans and a shirt, Basic socks too.
So basic. Well I needed to hurry to school today since my friend for once waited for me. Plus it were final exams this week.
Ew mondays. I sighed and left the apartment to run to the subway as fast as I could.
I went there exakly in time to the train, to school.
I sat where a tiny amount of people were so I could feel at ease and don't be needed to breathe with alot of people around pushing on you.

I sighed and played my music to forget the anxiety.
This time a boy sat beside me.
He was quite frail and little, He was hugging his knees thightly and looked so much smaller than he already was.
Yes I always checked the people who sat beside me.
Now the song who played was Riptide - Vance joy.

The train were on my stop and I walked off fastly then walk ran up the stairs. I saw my friend Miyagi and he was looking annoyed. "For gods sake Sakine why did you take so long time, idiot!"

"Miyagi I wasn't late at all. I actrully came earlier for once!"

"Still you're a huge idiot Sakine you child."

"I'm actrully the same age as you Miyagi."

"Whatever."

He hit the back of my head hardly and chuckled, then sprinted before me towards the school direction.
I sprinted after and we entered school, then calmly walked to our lockers.

"Hey Sakine you have eyebags, why? Don't tell me you've been up all night working on that computer boy again."

"Sorry Miyagi but I have all night and i'm exhausted."

"You know it ruins your looks, right?"

"Woho says the mr I'm so popular guy."

"Well sorry me then mr I'm grumpy all the time."

"Don't even remind me."

We took our books, closed again and locked.
I sighed and we walked on to class.
Miyagi seemed excited about this exam today and I seemed totally terrified probaly.

I rubbed my eyes to get out the morning eye dirt and yawned.
I didn't have looks, God damn Miyagi, what he jokes alot.
I put on my glasses for long vision cause I saw blurred otherwise and sat far in the back of the classroom.

I sketched in the corner of the paper when i was done with the exam and waited untill we got permission to go.
It was easy peasy, Pfft How I could have ever been nervous about this?
Miyagi did silly faces towards me in the front line of all the places to sit, so diagonaly across the room to me he sat.
He did silly faces towards me untill the teacher got mad at him.

"Miyagi! Stop making silly faces to distract Sakine in his exam!!"

I silently said:
"But teach i'm done."

He calmed down and noded.
20 minutes went past and we finally were able to leave.
I scratched my head and was heading for my locker to get pain killer pills cause I had a major headache just cause of the stupid gang in class who screams Gay and nigga to everyone.

I massaged my head, then put the pain killer pill as far down my tongue as I could without feeling like throwing up and drank water to swallow it easier.

Then as I knew it were time to get back to the exams room to finish part two of today and then we were able to go home after that. I walked in tiredly and Miyagi smacked my back and chuckle smiled.

"Good luck computer prince"

"I guess, Good luck to you too idiot Miyagi."

I fake smiled back and sat on my seat again.
Looked down on the paper and sighed 20 pages.. Are you trying to kill my brain exams?! When I was done with the exams my head felt like it were about to explode with my brain and all other guts in my head would explode against the wall.

I leaned my head against the wall to the right to me and massaged my head. Ouch, I just want to go home and look at Mifuki.