chapter 12

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HI it's been awhile and I know you guys are probably mad at me for not posting anything for so long. A lot of stuff has been going on lately and I was not in a very good head space. Please forgive me.
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Damyiah's pov

It felt good, their hungry stares made me feel powerful, like I was the most beautiful thing on earth, And I enjoyed every second of it, And its kinda weird because I really hate when people stare at me.

Its a big no no for me, it feels like everybody is judging you and like you're being suffocated, like the walls are closing in on you and that you need to be perfect all the time because if you aren't you'd be sucked up into the Neverending pit of loathing and ridicule. You get what I'm saying?

You feel that too or is that just me and my anxiety? Nah fr in need to know if you mfs feel this shit or not. Caus if you don't im about to feel real stupid.

No wonder why people think I'm crazy. Wait... I hate people so who cares. Wait ok let me not say that because I don't HATE people per say. But I don't really like them either. I mean some of them I'm willing to tolerate yes but for the most part I prefer to distance myself from them.

Animals nature, or any non verbal object or organism is better than people in my opinion. I think its because you can't always tell when or if they're judging you or not. Anyways......

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