There's some spiciness then a gasp so hold onto your horses y'all.
"Today marks the date of her bestfriend's death. The death hundreds blamed her for."
The boy's eyes immediately widened. "What?"
"She did nothing wrong but heaps blame her. Her bestfriends whole family still blames her too. She blames herself. So today any single thing that would've happened, like for example you simply not wanting to talk will make her blame herself thinking she's done something wrong. Normally, she'll push it away and think about it later but with everything today she'll cry, I know she will."
Sunghoon looks down at the ground, his fists slightly clenched. "She.. she was crying earlier. Saying it was her fault.. I thought she was talking about me I-."
"Look she probably was, but behind the reason of her emotions weren't you, it's just that.. you triggered it."
Jay didn't know how to word it any other way. "It's not your fault I know, sorry for lashing out at you I'm just worried." Jay sighs, walking out of the room to peak into the hallway but finds no one.
"I'll help you find her."
The two went around the buildings, calling, shouting, asking around for Hana, but no one knew where she had been.
Soon enough all 6 boys searched for her, but they had found nothing.
"She's not picking up. I asked my parents she's not picking up their calls either. She's not in this building." Heeseung says, looking down at his phone.
"Wait.."
Everyone looks at him but he looks straight at Jay. "Today.. it's today isn't it.." Heeseung asks him, the boy slowly nodding.
"Today is what?" Jake asks, looking around. "Obviously the bestie and childhood bestie know but we're a little clueless here hyungs." Jungwon says, looking at the two of them.
Jay looks at Heeseung and Sunghoon. "Wait does sunghoon know?" Jake asks, the boy slowly nodding.
'So the bestie, lead and second lead know but not me???' Jungwon thinks to himself, looking at Jay.
"Someone.. someone she was very close to died this day a couple years ago in high school. It was a death out of her control completely but she got blamed for it. Others blame her, she blames herself too."
"How'd she get blamed for something out of her control?"
That's when the two who knew stayed silent. "Don't worry. What you need to know is that Noona blames herself for it too, right? So don't be obvious about it that you now know, we just need to make sure she's okay." Jungwon speaks up after analysing the situation, K looking down at him with a smile.
"He read my mind so let's just go find her for a bit longer okay?" K says, the rest nodding.
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