I was just watching people..like every other day, some looked happy some sad. Most of the was living their best lives and some of them where in trouble most of the time. I don't really know where am I or what i should be doing here.. i would really love to see my lover she was mine everything when i was still alive.. I'm not bad ghost i don't really know what am I supposed to do here... I should find her maybe tell her how much i was stupid when i killed myself and i left her there all alone without help.. what if she's death like me. I don't really want to know.. what if someone hurt her i need to find her.. I ran as fast as I could because I forgot I could fly... somehow I figured out where to run to get to her....our house was already close i saw her... her eyes were red with tears because of me... she was holding an engagement ring in her hands... the one I proposed to her with... my heart broke... I wish i could kiss her and apologize for leaving her here...