Adoption sbi x reader

WDYM!!! - 6

I know some of people here do not know what is Dream SMP nor any creators that are on that server (I am looking at you, friend)

So Tubbo is the same as Toby
Pog brotha and frend

Wilbur = Will
Amazing musician, funny streamer man

Dadza = dad = Phil = Philza
He is a fatherly figure to some, and a father to most.

Tws: Panic attacks, deadnaming, transphobia, dysphoria, bullying (aggressive type), hospitals, intrusive thoughts, breaking ribs, 

/ Somebody was shaking me lightly/ 

"Phil wake up, please, Phil", Somebody was saying but they sounded desperate.

"What's going on", I said groggily, "Oh Y/n what happened?"

"Tubbo is having a bad nightmare and I cannot wake him up", they said in a hurried voice. I immediately shot out of bed and ran to their room. I see Toby having shaking and crying. Suddenly he let a blood-retching scream. I ran up to his bed. I was trying to shake him awake.

"WAKE THE FUCK UP", I yelled at him. I was panicking at this point. I had no idea what to do. At that moment, Tubbo woke up.

Man was breathing heavily. He hugged me then sobbed on my shoulder. I glanced at Y/n. They were terrified. They probably never saw this happen.

Tommy pov

Why do I have to have terrible parents?
Tubbo's got a worse one.
I am such a cry baby.
Why was I born a girl?
Mine aren't that bad right?
I get hit then and there every night but it is not that bad right?
Tubbo has it worse.
I just have to pretend that everything is fine.

T i m e s k i p   b r o u g h t   t o   y o u   b y   m y   i n a b i l i t y   t o   w r i t e:   7 h   l a t e r   T r e e g o t   d i s c h a r g e d   f r o m   t h e   h o s p i t a l   a n d   e v e r y o n e's   i n   s c h o o l

Still Tommy's pov

"Hey, how are you feeling?", I said.

"Honestly fine, how are you", Tree asked.

"I'm fine", I said trying to lie. My life was living hell. My parents hate me and beat me up every night, and on top of that misgender me all the time. I am deep down the rabbit hole of depression and anxiety. I hate my body so much. I'm such a fat pig. And a woman.

I looked back at Tree realising she did not buy it. She saw right through my lies.
But I won't tell her anything. She's got stabbed by her parent trying to protect her younger sibling. She's a fucking hero.

"You sure", she asked again.

"Yeah I'm fine", I said. She gave me another suspicious look (• • • / • • - / • • • amogstus music starts playing)

After that unpleasant interaction I headed to my first class of the year - English. Although my 'personality' is very loud and seemingly does not like school, I really enjoy reading. It is a way to escape reality. (χηχη τρυ τω ουνδερστανδ θις, ⌿⟟č☍o  /j) I in fact am very good at English and math.

"Ta - sorry - Tommy", said the teacher. Why the fuck was she deadnaming me. I transitioned over a year ago - bit earlier than I met Tubbo and my other friends at my friend group.

"Yes", I said, glaring at her. Now Tubbo was looking at me. Oh god why does this keep happening to me.
Fucking disphoria.

The class goes back to normal, after the, incident, Tubbo seemingly forgetting about it.