Boy of my dreams {Seroroki high school au}

despair

Shoto POV

This sucks

Its friday and I haven't left my room since the incident. Not a single member of my family has attempted to speak to me in days,even my father gave up and he's not the type to give up so early  My eyes burn from crying so much. I haven't eaten or slept it days. My heart is aching. I'm not mad at sero at all.

I'm mad at myself,I gave myself false hope.

I was too hopeful that he felt the same.

I shouldn't have done that. I shouldn't have walked out, I shouldn't act like I'm mad at him.

I miss him so much. I want to hug him and tell him I'm sorry. I want to tell him I'm not even close to being mad at him, but I can't.

He hates me

Sero POV

I still can't figure out what I did. Memories of him walking out of the house flood my mind. He looked more hurt than angry.

I hurt him

I hate myself for that.

I wish I could talk to him. Tell him I'm sorry and grow a pair and tell him how I feel.

I doubt he'll feel the same, I fucked everything up.

I haven't gone to school since Monday. The Mei has been sending me my homework. They're great, they've been trying to get me to get back to school because it's not healthy to stay inside or do nothing for a long period of time.

Mia has tried her best to keep me company but she has to work and my mom is still on her business trip so I've been home alone most of the time.

My stomach growls telling me to eat I ignore it and try to sleep. Im exhausted, I haven't slept in days. My heart is aching.

I want to tell him I'm sorry but I cant

He hates me

Fuyumi POV

Shoto has been locked in his room for days over Hanta. Hes heartbroken I want to talk to him but hes shut everyone out. Our father tried to talk to him but he just gave up after a couple of days which supised me and Natsu.

The last time he gave up on something  was when he tried to convince our brother to stay before he ran away and was pronounced dead.

Since then our father has never gave up so easily.

I walk up the stairs and knock on Sho's door

"Sho'? Are you awake?" I try not to be so loud. I hear sniffles and quiet sobs "Go away Fuyumi." "Sho' this isnt healthy. Your mental state is just going to get worse, please talk to me." I try to convince him to talk to me. "Just go away. I dont want to talk to anyone" he says sternly "Fine then I'll just go talk to the Seros"

Shotos POV

"Fine I'll just go talk to the Seros"

My heart races and I quickly sit up. "W-wait, wait,wait, wait, do NOT do that" I say rushing to try to get to my bedroom door " Too late, I'll be back in a bit"

Oh God I'm screwed

Fuyumi POV

I put on my shoes and go walk out the door to go talk to the family next door. I never got a chance to even meet them anyway,I want to see this boy Sho' is locking himself in his room over.

I knock on the door and wait a minute. A Tall, slim, tan women opens the door. Her eyes are a deep brown, her jet black hair is in a bun,her is face is covered in freckles,and a pair of glasses sit on the bridge of her nose.

Shit

"H-hi, um I'm Fuyumi Todoroki. I would like to speak to Hanta" I say trying not to have a gay panic. "Um he's not in the best condition to talk to anyone right now, he has locked himself up in his room and won't talk to anyone but his friend Mai. He's been crying over your brother for the past couple of days" the woman says.

"Shoto is in the same condition actually, that's why I need to talk to him." I was partially shocked about Hanta's conditions.

Maybe Shoto has it all wrong.

"Ok, I'll  try to get him to talk to you,I cant make any promises though. Come in" she opens the door wider so I can walk in. The house is cozy
The cream carpet complement the decor nicely.

"Hanta, baja por favor. tienes un visitante" she yells at the base of the stairs

Shoto never mentioned they spoke Spanish.

"Are you spanish?" I ask trying to make conversation "Our mom is Cuban, she met our dad when he was in vacation in Cuba." She says turning to look at me "our dad is from Himeji, Japan. My name Mia, I'm Hanta's older sister" she says smiling

I hear a door being opened and a boy with a deep, hoarse voice yells back down in Spanish "Mia, diles que vuelvan más tarde, no estoy de humor, soy un chico desconsolado"

"Hanta sero baja tu culo aquí ahora mismo o te juro por Dios que le diré a mamá que rompiste la estatua de Jesús cuando tenías cuatro años, no yo." She yells back up angrily "Será mejor que no seas perra. Hiciste esa promesa así que tienes que cumplirla"  they go back in forth in spanish until he groans "Ugh, bien, ya voy, ya voy." He  says. Mia smiles in victory "He'll be down in a second" she says " I can't  believe I've gotta come down here to- Oh" he says while walking down the stairs. He looks like his sister, just with slightly shorter hair,a bit taller and no glasses.

"Hi, My name is Fuyumi. I'm-"

"Shotos sister, he talks about you a lot." He says with a sad smile. "I-I don't know what I did I have no clue why he could be mad at me but please, tell him I'm sorry. I-I really do like him, it's just. I don't want to force him to do anything he doesn't want to" he says tears forming in his eyes as he hugs himself.

"Hey, hey, hey, Hanta it's ok hes not mad at you" I say walking up to him rubbing his back "He- he's not?" He lifts his head and a glimpse of hope can be seen in his eyes "Not at you, at himself"

Sero POV

"Not at you, at himself" Why is he mad at himself? What does this mean? Is he ok? Hotel? trivago.

My mind is flooded with a million questions. My brain in screaming at me to go talk to him and my heart is finally agreeing with my mind for the first time in days. "Does- Does he like me too?" I ask. Fuyumi's face softens "That's somthing you have to ask him hanta." She says "Ok it was nice talking to you but I've gotta get home" she says.

"Bye" Mia says with a wave as she closes the door.

I've gotta talk to shoto

AN/
New chapter out homies!!! I'm sorry if the Spanish grammar isnt good I literally used google translate so idk if it's right I dont take Spanish 💀anyway till next chapter peace out homies

-Elmo