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delmundoiii: I can't contact you, please come back here Calla.


After reading Cole's messages and get my heart broken from his words, I found the courage to open Almario's direct messages to me and scrolled all the way up on the date of his birthday.


Alam kong sa gagawin kong 'to ay maaaring maraming mag bago. Mula sa pananaw ko hanggang sa kung paano ko intindihin lahat ng mga nangyari mula noong umalis ako. Pero gusto kong mas maintindihan lahat. Gusto kong intindihin lahat.


delmundoiii: Please, let's fix and settle this baby. Come back here.

delmundoiii: Madilim na Calla. It's dangerous.


I kept scrolling down and never skip even just a single word message from him.


He just continue begging for me to come back that night and we should talk about what happened. That he will explain. 


I wont lie, if ever I got to read these messages on the night of his birthday that year, I will surely go more ballistic. Considering what happened and knowing how they treat me as a palm of premium prize. 


delmundoiii: I don't know where you are right now. I am getting insane, baby. I badly want to see you. Para akong hihimatayin dahil hindi ko man lang alam kung nasan ka o kung okay ka lang ba.

delmundoiii: Calla it's been two weeks of not having any news about you. I'm so sorry, please talk to me. 

delmundoiii: I wont get tired of sending you a message here. Wala akong pake kung maging diary na 'to Calla Amorett. Just please, please come back.


Sunod-sunod ang mga DM niya sa akin. Araw-araw, walang mintis. Madalas sa unang buwan na nawala ako ay tinatanong niya sa akin kung kailan ako sasagot, kung kailan daw ba ako babalik, at kung maayos lang ba ako.


Pero nang siguro ay na realize niya na hinding hindi ko siya sasagutin ay literal na ginawa niyang diary ang direct messages niya sa akin. 


delmundoiii: I'm not functioning well, love. I feel exhausted as hell! Gusto ko na ngang i-give up 'yung football.

delmundoiii: I miss you so much, Calla.

delmundoiii: I love you.


Kung anu-ano ang kwinekwento niya. Mula sa kawalan niya ng gana sa maraming bagay hanggang sa hindi niya pagsama sa mga kaibigan niya. He also become irresponsible to his studies which made Tito Mario mad as hell. All are according to him. 


Malalim na ang gabi, lumalakas na rin ang hampas ng alon sa dalampasigan at ang hangin ay patuloy pa rin sa pag haplos sa aking balat ngunit heto ako't buong lakas paring binabasa ang nakaraan. 


delmunoiii: I am such a douche.

delmundoiii: Fuck I could not believe I let them ruin us, baby. Oh God I'm sorry, my love. 

delmundoiii: Please, uwi ka na sa 'kin Calla, I'll explain everything to you. Please naman baby...


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