black magic vs psychology

My terminal exams were going on and as i was in 7th so we were sitting with 8th standard students.A girl of 8th was sitting behind me who might be a friend of some of my classmates . I don't have any idea till now when i am in 12 of their thinking of troubling me mentally well i don't think they even had that much brain of what worse could happen to someone like me by their little fun.Ohk so what happened was that their was a boy who admitted in our school in 5th grade. Everyone called him k.b . He looked a bit weird and dark and i didn't like him personally as we indians are taught from the beginning that only white colour is beautiful well now my thinking is totally changed. But at that time i was into that society thinking and allover i was a kid and didn't have that big mindset. So what happened was that when he came in our class the first time, some of my classmates were making fun of him and his name and i was not doing anything but i was in that group and i don't know wheather it was my mistake or what. And after that maybe he thought bad about me or not we didn't have any conversation or even a talk and for me that is the baddest thing ever.I believe that conversation with the right person at right time can solve anything. Well he waited for the right time for freakin 2 years. By that time some haters of me had told many bad things about me to him and bacically provoked him against me by saying that on that day when everyone was bullying him i was behind all that and many more false things. And the stupidest thing was that i got to know about all this from that hater himself XDDD ok we would call him Andryy . I'll tell u about all that some other dayyy ;) .And so in 7th he got the right time to take revenge from me. So the 8th class girl Akri and some of my classmates including Andryy and k.b decieded that they would bully me by pairing me with k.b who at that time i just hated because of his looks but now i hate him as a whole person. Then Akri rumoured this thing in the whole school and the every person who met me wouwould talk about this. In the starting i just didn't care but when this was out of the limit, it started giving me anxiety.So i decieded to talk about all this to my teacher but she just didn't take it seriously and just talked to k.b once but that just couldn't ruin his 2 year planning. Then for sometime all that stopped just to offtarget me so that i would think that all it just finished and i won't be ready for any future tragedy and i would be weak over them. So k.b waited till our 7th grade was over.In the 8th grade k.b started this staring thing. He used to stare at me all the time and at first i just ignored. But some days passed and his staring thing didn't stop. And i used to ignore that at first. But eventually this staring thing started troubling me and giving me anxiety so i talked to my mamma about this and she complained to my class incharge. She then scolded k.b and told him not to repeat this anyway. But he didn't stop and my mental condition was getting worse day by day.

My mum took me to some psychiatrists and they discovered that i may have some anxiety issues from my past or some depression issues for something. They started my councelingsessions and used to give me some antidepressants. But it just relaxed me for 1-2 hours and then again i used to cry alot. I couldn't eat anything and i used to puke alot. With this i started getting weak. I even had anxiety thoughts every second but then i used to see my mother and her efforts and pain and that gave me courage to recover.
Because of my worsening condition my mum went to the principal's office and asked her to send k.b away from me as he was the only reason behind all this. But after the principal talked to k.b's parents,she tries to convince me and my parents from not to fire k.b from the school as he belonged to some impoverished family.Then after knowing it i didn't wanted to make his parents suffer , so i asked her to change his class section. But then the principal asked me that i shshould change my section as i had problem with him .Even after knowing all of it what happened to me because of him. And that just pissed me off. But i didn't step back and she had to change his section.
But my situation was not that good till that time and my maternal grandmother suggested my mum of a priest in jammu and told her to take me to him. He was of muslim religion and he did some sessions with some religious mantrasand hawans. He gave me 3 black threads that i had to wear on my neck, and my waist. All this went on for some 3-4 months and a good change in my condition was noticed day by day. I also felt so good and positive by visiting that dargah (the religious place where the priest treated me).And till the end of my 8th grade, i was good mentally and physically. And by the time i

remembered that we had a rangoli competition in 7th grade in which k.b made a star like figure which symbolisis black magic in some beliefs.