It's hard...it's hard TO BE IDOL

3. Morning love

Anne story

Honestly when I remember everything, I feel like crying, I'd better take out his heart and cut him to pieces if I knew he would do it to me.

He really is a dick, an asshole, one who I love with all my heart , he doesn't deserve my love , I spent months with the wrong man , he was my friend, my best friend and what he did, he stepped crookedly as I let him go , maybe it was my fault, god taught me not to have a relationship with my best friend.

Damn Jungkook, as a friend you had to think of me, don't be so selfish , I want you to burn, I hate you with all my heart, why do those with a good heart always suffer?

I want you to die, but I know that if it's happened something to you, I will suffer.
Fuck with me, fuck with my life, I'll fight to get you out of my head Jungkook and if I see you again I'll kill you!

5 days ago...

It was morning, the sun was shining in my eyes , I was wrapped in him like a koala bear , but who wouldn't be like that when they had someone so fluffy and protective next to them.

I couldn't see well, so I rubbed my eyes , In the next 2 seconds I fell out of bed because of scares , Yahhh, this is not my fluffy, protective boy.
I expected it to be a morning like any other, waking up next to the love of my life but I was deceived, this is not him, it's a blanket, I cling to a blanket not him, so when I find him I'll hit him in the ass so hard that he will go to his mother to scream.

*Jungkook I Will Kill You , I Wil Beat Your Ass !!* I was shouting all over the house hoping he would be near to hear me, be prepared for death

Angry I decided to go downstairs but not before going to the bathroom , when I came back from the bathroom I found a note on the bed "come down when you're ready, with love your boyfriend".
*Yes Jungkook, I'll go down, I'll go to kill you with love , your love* I say softly so no one hears me.

Being halfway up the stairs I smell, a pleasant smell, it looks like Jungkook is cooking in the morning, oh so cute.
I went downstairs to the kitchen just to see my boyfriend in boxers with only a shorts on him while he focused on cooking , omg this man can be so hot, I was mad at him but seeing him now I'm not.

I wrap my hands around his well-formed abdomen *Good Morning my love* and he came back to kiss he on the lips *You know it's 3 o'clock in the afternoon, right?* , *What?! why don't you wake me up, you know I fell out of bed when I saw that I was hugging a blanket, I was ready to hit that hot ass*, *sorry but you slept so well, I didn't want to ruin your dreams* he said so nicely and pointed out his upper lip so I kissed him heartily *I forgive you*.

Of course I woke up so late if he fucked me all night , but I like to be fucked, I'm not a bitch but for him I would be one , to feel that big member in me, to see on his face how much he tries to love me with his heart and his whole body, trying to fill me, Ahhh fuck, just thinking about it excites me, I think I am already all wet.

*Ahh Jungkook-Ahh , dressed, I'm really horny and in the next few seconds I'll come to the bedroom riding on you and your friend who fills me with his cum* I moan to him , *Baby I want to hear my name moan at the moment but we can't, we have work to do, if you haven't forgotten we have a party for less than 4 hours* fuck i really forgot about party.
I'll take him to the suffering later, now I'm busy.

I did 2 hour walk around town while I bought everything we need for the party. Alcohol-checked
A little fun to get dizzy (drugs) -checked Juice-checked
Condoms-checked
Sweets-checked
A dress for me-checked
a sexy lingerie to fuck Jungkook-checked
Other fools Jungkook told me to buy-checked

When I got home, everything was ready, only I had to come with the shopping , *go and take a shower, get ready, I'll be there in 15 minutes* ,
he was stressed, he was really stressed when my friends came, I don't know why, but I give him a tight hug and a kiss on the cheek before I touch his pants on the swelling to tease him a little and then run away in the bathroom like an innocent child.

I am a girl of 22 innocence but in the end I am 22 years old and at this age our innocent fub there is also a little hidden desire.
It's normal because we all need it, there's no man who hasn't been horny at least once in his life and it's painful when you feel horny and you can't calm down.
That's why we all need someone but it's not all about sex, you need someone for love too, so that in the future you have a family, I don't want a family (yet), you need someone to be in safety, for your mindset to be healthy, like if we all lived alone, we would go crazy.
In the future I may want a family and I hope it will be with Jungkook, but who knows.

I'm still a hot teenager, I don't have time for babies on my head.

And I'm an idol, I don't have time for a relationship with Jungkook and I'm afraid I might neglect him I can't have a family with him.